still alive
So I am very very bored tonight and have decided to make a post to say that I am, as the title suggests, Still Alive. There's no real reason I haven't updated regularly in a good year other than I don't feel I have much to write about. Personally I blame Prozac. It's improved my life in a lot of ways but has zapped all my creativity and makes my writing feel all jumbled. So eventually I just stopped writing. Hence me needing to tell you I'm still alive.
Life is fine if not a bit bland and boring (the lack of creativity pretty much causing both of those things). I've started watching more movies to pass the time meaning my movie list will probably be double what it was in 2011. I'm at uni 3 days a week volunteering 1 day a week as of Tuesday to complete my uni volunteer requirements. I'm finally learning how to drive, a task made difficult by our only car being a 7 seater SUV. I'm close to buying my first junker car. I'm going to a new therapist for my social anxiety. I'm planning to graduate uni mid-2013 assuming I pass all my classes. I have a new laptop. My hair is longer now. My mum still thinks I'm not normal because I still have to work hard to find reasons to leave the house. But I'm much better than I was in that I can find them now and most of the time I'm alright. I'm busy trying to change.
I'm thinking of starting a wordpress blog soon and cross-posting entries here in order to get myself writing again. I feel like I perhaps need a more mature blog in content than the livejournal I started when I was 14 LOL. (Even if I still do include LOL at the ends of my sentences!). I don't think I'll ever truly leave LJ because there's people reading this I don't talk to elsewhere and also, ONTD. I just think it would be good for me to have a place to write again if anyone was interested in reading it*, and even if they're not.
In summary I am fine and miss you all :)
(*Although if I start a new blog and none of you read it WE ARE TOTALLY NOT FRIENDS ANYMORE. I'M KIDDING. OR AM I? IDK IT'S LATE BAI.)
Life is fine if not a bit bland and boring (the lack of creativity pretty much causing both of those things). I've started watching more movies to pass the time meaning my movie list will probably be double what it was in 2011. I'm at uni 3 days a week volunteering 1 day a week as of Tuesday to complete my uni volunteer requirements. I'm finally learning how to drive, a task made difficult by our only car being a 7 seater SUV. I'm close to buying my first junker car. I'm going to a new therapist for my social anxiety. I'm planning to graduate uni mid-2013 assuming I pass all my classes. I have a new laptop. My hair is longer now. My mum still thinks I'm not normal because I still have to work hard to find reasons to leave the house. But I'm much better than I was in that I can find them now and most of the time I'm alright. I'm busy trying to change.
I'm thinking of starting a wordpress blog soon and cross-posting entries here in order to get myself writing again. I feel like I perhaps need a more mature blog in content than the livejournal I started when I was 14 LOL. (Even if I still do include LOL at the ends of my sentences!). I don't think I'll ever truly leave LJ because there's people reading this I don't talk to elsewhere and also, ONTD. I just think it would be good for me to have a place to write again if anyone was interested in reading it*, and even if they're not.
In summary I am fine and miss you all :)
(*Although if I start a new blog and none of you read it WE ARE TOTALLY NOT FRIENDS ANYMORE. I'M KIDDING. OR AM I? IDK IT'S LATE BAI.)