Mar 29, 2005 11:29
oh man, spring break is over, how sad. it was fun while it lasted. i spent lots of time with my wife and my boyfriend and ken as well. didnt do anything too bad i dont think just did all these moves. I am having an amazing day. it has been very fun. i kinda skipped 2nd period today bc i had some unfinished business at dan's house, but its all good. i'll just tell mom i was sitting in the back of the room and she must have not of seen me. sounds good to me. tomorrow is my baby's last day at work. that makes me smile. Jerry's is annoying, i can never see him during the day. but its all good. i know he LOVES his job lol he goes into surgery on friday tear. hopefully everything will go well. i am thinking about going and seeing him after lunch on friday and spending the rest of the day taking care of him bc im sure he is going to be in a hell of a lot of pain. but we will see what happens. he's gunna be out of work for a few weeks so we will see what happens. my wife is happy. very happy. i can tell ken makes her happy, most of the time. the only time he doesnt is when he gets that problem that he doesnt have a phone, but its okay, they kiss and make up and are very cute. i am extreamly happy for the both of them. i wanna go to bermuda so i can get another tattoo. my boyfriend wants to go as well. so he will prob come with me. and carley noel can come so she can get hers and ken can come as well. i think that would be badass. the four of us in bda. how much fun. not that there is anything to do on that damn rock, but the boys are 18, and thats just the right age to drink. not that i cant go down to the store and buy it myself, but still it will make them smile knowing that they can LEAGALLY walk around with a bottle of beer. that would be a fun little family vacation. either that or a cruise. wow that would be amazing. maybe, just maybe. I'm thinking about going out and doing something with daniel on thursday since it is his last day of freedom, i'll ask mom if i can stay over his house, maybe it will go over well, we will see. i am petrified that my mom is going to ask to see my report card. 2 c's and 4 f's is not that good. but you know what she can kiss my ass bc this 9 wks has been really fucking hard. so if she wants to try that whole grounding thing, not going to work. fuck that shit. she can kiss my ass. i do what i want. i'll move out. lol i have a second mom at dan's house and a nice warm bed at my wife's. i'll be fine. and i know that she isnt going to like that one so, she will just have to wait and see what my grades are at the end, then she can tell me if she wants to ground me. not like im going to be home over the summer anyway. the only time i am ever home is to take a shower and sleep on the day's that i have school the next day. it's not like i dont live at dan's anyway. yesterday i went over when no one was there, cleaned his room, counted his change, then his sister came home we had a long conversation. ya know its like oh kristal's home. not oh dan's girlfriend is over again. i dunno, i guess we will just have to wait and see what happens. i wanna move out anyway, so this will just be a push. jeff moved out when he was like 17, put all his shit in a trash bag and left for about a week. that was the week after he told mom he was dropping out. I will def not drop out but i think my grades are my problem. i'll take care of it. i'll graduate. if she wants to give me shit, i'll give it straight back to her. and the scary thing about it is, she knows i will. she doesnt wanna say anything bc she is scared that i will do it. if she wants to throw stones i'm ready to throw them bitches back. i can take care of myself. i dont need her to baby me my entire life. i'm a big girl, i can make my own decisions. i can make my own mistakes. but im going to go and do work, later kiddies.