Missng Josh*..........
All Of a sudden i just got the urge for an updte to just spill how i feel right now!*...
-I never realized what i had until it was gone..like it vanished right in front of my face!..i dont know what to do or who to turn to becuz no one can really help me or give me advice..b/c no matter who tells me who to and not to love i am still gonna feel the same feeling i have always felt torward someone...its driving me up the effin wall that josh will not call me back!*..i wish he would just talk to me..i mean i try and give him space ( even tho he never asked for it)..then i try and go back and its like the door is locked and i dont have a key...but all those nights he told me that he loved, maybe they were lies, maybe they werent..i dont know..and its killing me i dont know whether or not to let go of him or not..i mean i thought we would be together for a while...but obviously not...so im gonna give it at least another week or two...and if nothing else changes then im just gonna move on..becuz im talkin to this other guy..but its just a friendship thing..i can really go to him and confide in him..and he knows about josh...and he's cool with it..i think im just gonna let go cuz i have given him plenty of time above and beyond..and i just hope he realizes what he is missing!...If u were me..what would u do?
Its_So_Hard_Not_2_Cry
Short_Shit
-I never realized what i had until it was gone..like it vanished right in front of my face!..i dont know what to do or who to turn to becuz no one can really help me or give me advice..b/c no matter who tells me who to and not to love i am still gonna feel the same feeling i have always felt torward someone...its driving me up the effin wall that josh will not call me back!*..i wish he would just talk to me..i mean i try and give him space ( even tho he never asked for it)..then i try and go back and its like the door is locked and i dont have a key...but all those nights he told me that he loved, maybe they were lies, maybe they werent..i dont know..and its killing me i dont know whether or not to let go of him or not..i mean i thought we would be together for a while...but obviously not...so im gonna give it at least another week or two...and if nothing else changes then im just gonna move on..becuz im talkin to this other guy..but its just a friendship thing..i can really go to him and confide in him..and he knows about josh...and he's cool with it..i think im just gonna let go cuz i have given him plenty of time above and beyond..and i just hope he realizes what he is missing!...If u were me..what would u do?
Its_So_Hard_Not_2_Cry
Short_Shit