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It's 2am now. Im dead beat, but I cant get to sleep. Thoughts are running wild. I hate it. It's like there's so much I want to know & feel like knowing. But I can never ever pluck up the courage to ask. It's like living in self-denial. You know the truth gon` hurt, so you choose not to know it right from the start. It's definitely taking a toll on me. It's like just when you thought that everything's gon` be fine/alright, something cropped up, caught you speechless & dumbfounded. & you'll never know how much it actually pains the heart. I abhore that kinda feeling.
It's a wake up call.
I changed for you, in a wrong way.
So it's time to get back on track.