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It's December already; first day of the month. Time's ticking away, so bloody fast. It's gon` be the end of one year, like again. I still remember celebrating xmaz & counting down for 2009. All these seemed so yesterday. So fast, I'll be doing those countdowns all over again. Suddenly I feel everything going on&on at an extremely fast pace. So much so that I can no longer catch up with it.
Talking about time, my results will be released in another 3 days time?! How deadful. Ive been whining a whole lot about 03 Dec, zz. A part of me wants to know my results asap, so that I can get over with it soon. It's causing me insomnia for the past couple of days. The other part of me doesn't want to get my results, Im afraid the resuls would be negative. Most prolly so, I have the least confidence in all my papers. ):
Ive been preparing for the worst. Thinking of what am I gon` do if I were to fail any of the papers. Ive been pondering really hard, seriously.
1) To repeat the module. (I don't want to!)
2) To rest for a year. (Unlikely so.)
3) To quit school. (Maybe?)
All the above has got its pros & cons. Im caught in this deep shite. Received helloads of advices, I really appreciate it alot. (:
I don't want to fail any of the modules, who wants anyway?! But I've got this really great hunch that it's so screwed ttm. It's so demoralizing, pleaseeeee. I studied like weeks in advance for the goddamn majors, intensive mugging day & night. Still, ended up screwing the papers. Like whatthefuck? Demoralizing right. Moreover, I heard that the first semester is the simplest & slackest(?). & what now, I can't even manage/cope. How am I supposed to continue surviving for the subsequent semesters?! ): Each time I think about my results, I feel like crying maaaan. Damnit, stress ttm please. You don't understand, & you'll never will...
Sometimes you've to accept the fact that
some people are going to stay in your heart forever,
even if you're long ago gone in their hearts..
Talking about time, my results will be released in another 3 days time?! How deadful. Ive been whining a whole lot about 03 Dec, zz. A part of me wants to know my results asap, so that I can get over with it soon. It's causing me insomnia for the past couple of days. The other part of me doesn't want to get my results, Im afraid the resuls would be negative. Most prolly so, I have the least confidence in all my papers. ):
Ive been preparing for the worst. Thinking of what am I gon` do if I were to fail any of the papers. Ive been pondering really hard, seriously.
1) To repeat the module. (I don't want to!)
2) To rest for a year. (Unlikely so.)
3) To quit school. (Maybe?)
All the above has got its pros & cons. Im caught in this deep shite. Received helloads of advices, I really appreciate it alot. (:
I don't want to fail any of the modules, who wants anyway?! But I've got this really great hunch that it's so screwed ttm. It's so demoralizing, pleaseeeee. I studied like weeks in advance for the goddamn majors, intensive mugging day & night. Still, ended up screwing the papers. Like whatthefuck? Demoralizing right. Moreover, I heard that the first semester is the simplest & slackest(?). & what now, I can't even manage/cope. How am I supposed to continue surviving for the subsequent semesters?! ): Each time I think about my results, I feel like crying maaaan. Damnit, stress ttm please. You don't understand, & you'll never will...
Sometimes you've to accept the fact that
some people are going to stay in your heart forever,
even if you're long ago gone in their hearts..