Natalie's song--"Everything Else." My theme song of senior year of high school.
Natalie:
Mozart was crazy.
Flat fucking crazy.
Bad shit, I hear.
But his music's not crazy,
It's balanced, it's nimble,
It's crystalline clear.
There's harmony, logic,
You listen to these.
You don't hear his doubts,
Or his debts or disease.
You scan through the score,
And put fingers on keys,
And you play.
And everything else goes away.
Everything else goes away.
And you play 'til it's perfect,
You play 'til you ache,
You play 'til the strings or your fingernails break.
So you'll rock that recital,
And get into Yale.
So you won't feel so sick,
And you won't look so pale.
'Cause you've got your full ride,
And you're early admit.
So you're done with this school,
And with all of this shit.
And you graduate early,
You're gone as of May,
And there's nothing your paranoid parents can say.
And you know that it's just a sonata away,
And you play,
And you play.
And everything else goes away,
Everything else goes away.
Everything else goes away.
"Just Another Day."
So I do my best to make it all look easy
Just to keep my lovely family off my back
And I act like life is right and life is breezy
And pretend like they're not seriously wack
And some days I think I'm dying
But I'm really only trying not to crack
"Maybe (Next to Normal)"
I don’t need a life that’s normal
That’s way too far away
But something next to normal
Would be okay
Yeah, something next to normal
That’s the thing I’d like to try
Close enough to normal
To get by