whats wrong with me?!
i have some important things i need to take care of but i keep putting it off. i just hate running errands by myself! i dunno its almost like im a bit afraid :( i don't get it why cant i just get up and do what needs to be done like everyone else :( im only hurting myself and disappointing the most important people in my life who are expecting so much from me :( and i bet they think i dont care about my future but its not that at all. its fear. how dumb! ugh. i feel so weak! and there just isn't a way to make them understand... only thing to do id just get over it??? easier said than done...