Thoughts of the evening
So I just finished my psychology test, I hope I didn't do too bad on it, we'll see
I'm just siting home alone watching t.v. basically the same way I spend everynight
I guess Kayla's not talking to me anymore for some reason, Who knows....
Things are gonna change soon, and I'm kinda nervous about it
I don't know why life has to change so much
Im ready for things to just stay the same and be happy
Life is getting annoying and unbearable
I only have about three more months left here before I go up north and I have A LOT of things to do..
I dont even want to think about everything it is that I have to do
Hopefully during spring break I can get everything done
I got to hang out with Britt today
It was nice, i miss hanging out with her!
Im gonna miss her SO much when I leave.
Its gonna be weird trying to make new friends and all...
Im really NOT looking forward to it at all!!
I almost just want to stay here so things dont have to change..
But i need the change, hopefully soon life will be better...
Only time will tell...
Its really weird having nothing to do at night.
I use to never have a night to myself
I was always so busy either going out or going to work
Now i have absolutely nothing..
No boyfriend
No Job
No friends that don't work at night
Its pretty depressing..
I don't even know where I want my life to go, but I at least know i dont want my life to be the way it is
Im really going to miss the beach this summer :(
All I get is a pathetic lake...
Oh well...
Its almost February and im not looking forward to it
Im going to be so depressed.. Im already depressed anough
Its so sad to think that its already been a year...
I should be getting married this year
Instead im moving away from everything
Because there is nothing here...
I dont know....
Im just ready...
For everything to change...
....In a good way...