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the pile outside is gone. most of our junk from outside is gone. the space there isn't actually as small as i thought. i would like to get a table and some chairs to put out there, so i can have an outside eating area.
the dumpster we hired, although a good idea, is being slightly inconvenient. i ordered it for today, but they brought it over last night, and aren't taking it back until tomorrow morning. it just would've been nice for them to let me know last week when i booked it, rather than an hour before bringing it over. i don't like to block the alley for so long, especially because the man across the alley couldn't get his car in, and as he pointed out, it is illegal.
my house, in my opinion, is getting cleaner. it is already currently cleaner than i think its maybe ever been as long as i've been here. my room, as always, is full of unorganised junk. but the rest of the house is moderately clean. maybe some paper here and there, or a dirty cup or 2 or whatever, and fluff. mystery fluff. although i don't know why i bother to even try to clean when my house is supposedly just a rat-hole anyway.
so now i feel like, whats the point? why do i bother getting the bin to throw out my rubbish? because no matter what the fuck i do, my house will still just be a grotty little rat hole, and however hard i try, it'll never be clean enough.
the dumpster we hired, although a good idea, is being slightly inconvenient. i ordered it for today, but they brought it over last night, and aren't taking it back until tomorrow morning. it just would've been nice for them to let me know last week when i booked it, rather than an hour before bringing it over. i don't like to block the alley for so long, especially because the man across the alley couldn't get his car in, and as he pointed out, it is illegal.
my house, in my opinion, is getting cleaner. it is already currently cleaner than i think its maybe ever been as long as i've been here. my room, as always, is full of unorganised junk. but the rest of the house is moderately clean. maybe some paper here and there, or a dirty cup or 2 or whatever, and fluff. mystery fluff. although i don't know why i bother to even try to clean when my house is supposedly just a rat-hole anyway.
so now i feel like, whats the point? why do i bother getting the bin to throw out my rubbish? because no matter what the fuck i do, my house will still just be a grotty little rat hole, and however hard i try, it'll never be clean enough.