who knows ??

[miss_riss_07]

so i spent the night at pelkys yesterday and hung out w/ Mike and Jon till like 3am - then today was nice so me n pelky decided to go to the beach. We call the boys.. and there still sleeping 3 hrs when we got there... so u can tell were pissed. On the way there i asked mike some questions and hes like damn your so fuckin nosey. Alright fucker i guess i wont care anymore. It makes me not want to care at all.. and sometimes i wonder if we'll ever have a good day w/out fighting

i think ive cried so much that i can not cry anymore. The tears wont fall unless i force them. im so sick of being sad, i wish i was somebody else. because i hate myself ...

bad day ------