Numb.

[miss_reed]

Today we had the senior Legacy assembly and it merely reminded me that all hope I ever had of even getting a word from Gregg have been hopelessly dashed upon the floor. Just once I would like the few but precious words that spill forth from his rosy lips to be for me. Just the merest glance in my direction would suffice for the time.
I don't want to feel anymore.
It hurts too much.
And I'm tired of hurting. I want to be numb, cold. To not think. To not wonder any more.