hurrah for sunny days!
mmmmmm i have a lovely clean bed, shame i'm not a lovely clean jess, but instead a stinky wish she could have a bath one - not worth risking it in this student bathroom though methinks ...
starting to feel the panic of an aproaching birthday, and being quarter of a century ... eeeek! ... realisation of still only playing with the idea of adulthood, and that it has crept up on me, so i guess it's true that you never feel any different inside - i mean i still don't feel old enough to wear heels, and still get a guilty sense of little girl dressing up when i do ... i think that's a good thing
started packing up just now, argh! nightmare - how can i work out what i'll need for 3 months? and fit it all in to only 2 suitcases? and also arrange to put the rest of my junk in storage when i havn't seen the person whose house i'm to dump it in for over a month it seems ... argh!
have been stressing out about finances, and how to get to london in time to meet my eurostar, and everything ... it's tough all this juggling ... hmmm
stole a wax strip from kat and helen earlier - sorry guys! i was really bored!! - and succeeded in waxing about 4 square inches before i decided it was too much like hard work - and far too painful , espec as my skin is soooo dry, and i was worried it was gonna all come off, bleuch!
the french ppl are having a party, but no one else i know is going, so have been ignoring the knocks etc, as i already told them no one was here this weekend, lol i'm daft i know, but i'm happier not drinking at the moment, and at least i started to pack things in a moment of random motivation ...
i have 2 new bras, which are making me exceedingly happy still! so vintage, comfy and supportive, hurrah! lol also really need to get an opticians appointment - but havn't been bothered to deal with my stupid face recently, so didn't want anyone up too close and personal till i can be bothered ... gargh! lol oh well, shall go in to town tomorrow - gonna treat myself to that turquoise colander in tesco, early bday pressie to self hurrah!
anyway ... yes! lmao x
starting to feel the panic of an aproaching birthday, and being quarter of a century ... eeeek! ... realisation of still only playing with the idea of adulthood, and that it has crept up on me, so i guess it's true that you never feel any different inside - i mean i still don't feel old enough to wear heels, and still get a guilty sense of little girl dressing up when i do ... i think that's a good thing
started packing up just now, argh! nightmare - how can i work out what i'll need for 3 months? and fit it all in to only 2 suitcases? and also arrange to put the rest of my junk in storage when i havn't seen the person whose house i'm to dump it in for over a month it seems ... argh!
have been stressing out about finances, and how to get to london in time to meet my eurostar, and everything ... it's tough all this juggling ... hmmm
stole a wax strip from kat and helen earlier - sorry guys! i was really bored!! - and succeeded in waxing about 4 square inches before i decided it was too much like hard work - and far too painful , espec as my skin is soooo dry, and i was worried it was gonna all come off, bleuch!
the french ppl are having a party, but no one else i know is going, so have been ignoring the knocks etc, as i already told them no one was here this weekend, lol i'm daft i know, but i'm happier not drinking at the moment, and at least i started to pack things in a moment of random motivation ...
i have 2 new bras, which are making me exceedingly happy still! so vintage, comfy and supportive, hurrah! lol also really need to get an opticians appointment - but havn't been bothered to deal with my stupid face recently, so didn't want anyone up too close and personal till i can be bothered ... gargh! lol oh well, shall go in to town tomorrow - gonna treat myself to that turquoise colander in tesco, early bday pressie to self hurrah!
anyway ... yes! lmao x