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Im starting too feel really run down lately...
College is still all good...ive been getting frustrated with myself lately though...coz i find it hard too wind perms or do a sertain hairstyle...im sure ill get it sooner or later...but yeah im feeling stressed...some people in my life are starting too bug me and i feel so used and let down...i dont understand how someone can be so rude too your face but fine the day after...how someone would ever choose drugs over you...how christains in jail and its starting too hit me how much i did care about him and how scared he would be in there....im starting too want this year too be over with already! lol...i wanna be a hairdresser. i want too go on my cruise with my gorgeous friends who do care about and would never leave me alone...i wanna start working in a salon/my own salon...and after ive done all that i want a boyfriend...or even now i want one just as long as he doesnt come between me and my dreams...neway thats all really xoxox
College is still all good...ive been getting frustrated with myself lately though...coz i find it hard too wind perms or do a sertain hairstyle...im sure ill get it sooner or later...but yeah im feeling stressed...some people in my life are starting too bug me and i feel so used and let down...i dont understand how someone can be so rude too your face but fine the day after...how someone would ever choose drugs over you...how christains in jail and its starting too hit me how much i did care about him and how scared he would be in there....im starting too want this year too be over with already! lol...i wanna be a hairdresser. i want too go on my cruise with my gorgeous friends who do care about and would never leave me alone...i wanna start working in a salon/my own salon...and after ive done all that i want a boyfriend...or even now i want one just as long as he doesnt come between me and my dreams...neway thats all really xoxox