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dont you love it when someone gets mad at you for not trying
so you do.
really hard.
and they don't say anything about it
and then you go across the country
and they dont even ask why or how the trip is
and then dont ask anything about it when you come back
and when you say hi they give a little nod and walk away faster.
i guess those were my hints to really stop trying.
because now i really am.
its not even worth my time
but those 5+ years being your best friend was awesome.
and i love how a boy can cheat and lie to you
for over a year
and you'll still forgive him. and trust him. and love him.
( i thought trusting people was sooooo hard for you to do. )
and i can make a little mistake by getting caught up with the love of my life
and then try to make up for it
by starting slow, because thats how it has to be done...
but you still make it awkward and like im the last thing you want to see
so that's ok.
at least by the looks of it im having fun.
because whenever i see you you're that low to the ground
and i dont want to help if you cant even laugh and smile with me
but with everyone else you can
thats ok.
you dont have to sit with me when you see me.
you dont have to say hi when i walk by.
at least i tried to bring it back
i left you a million messages that weekend
(ok 5)
and you couldnt even say sorry.
well
im sorry.
cuz i just gave up.