It's here again.EDIT: I DID ANOTHER TAG.
I'm in a slightly better mood today,so I'm fangirling again(I only fangirl when I'm in a good mood).Just watching some dramas and waratte iitomo spring again,since I didn't watch it full.
Anyway,I was talking to one of my friends on the phone again. Yeah,complained to her about a lot of stuff.
Like how I don't want to be treated as a second,or third,or fourth choice in people's eyes. They would go ask their bestest bestest friend,or just a partner whom they need to have by their side to do something,and if the person wasn't free,they would come to me,maybe even after asking a few other people. I admit,I haven't got no bestest bestest friend nor a partner,so I wouldn't expect it, but sometimes I do ask some of my friends to go do something,not having asked anyone else yet,and well, I wonder if I'm treated the same way.
I read through some friends' blogs,and well, I was thinking that I'm already close to them or something,but no,I don't get any mention in them,even though I was with them or something.
And I really want to stop taking the initiating,asking people to do something etc. I wish they would ask sometimes to,you know.It makes me wonder whether I'm irritating them and they have a dislike on me.
I'm just hoping the 69 days would come to an end soon,and after the holidays I'll have a new class,a fresh start.
I pray to God about this every night. Yes,it sounds stupid but this is what I do. Let miracles happen.
And thanks to the people who commented in the last entry.Sorry that another one came again though.
EDIT: I got tagged by a friend.There are gonna be repeats,I think.The words got a little problem.I'm too lazy to change it.
One.
I have this feeling(maybe not just feeling) that there are people who kinda hate me and are irritated with me.
Two.
I'm Oversensitive.
Three.
I like those little things that people do,like asking another person to follow her(him),giving hugs etc.
Four.
Reading makes my mood better,or I just noticed.
(enough of emo stuff)
Five.
I don't like anybody at the moment,though some people think I do.Bleah
SIX.
I like Pigs,not as much as last time though
SEVEN.
I sleep a lot.
EIGHT.
When you want someone/something, it isn't there. When you don't want someone/something,it's there. I always wonder why.
NINE.
I like sitting on (nice)planes. I don't like the fact that there is a risk of it going into problems though.
TEN.
I like tags, but I'm not in the mood to post happy stuff on them.
Tagged: Anyone who wants to do lah.