Sep 22, 2009 18:44
no no no No NO NO!!!??!!!
Binged on a liter ice cream with marcipan and chocolate. HOW?! How could it even fit?!
It completely grosses me out, I can't believe it could even fit in my stomach.
I of course triede to purge it, crying, sobbing, hysterically scratching my mouth on the inside with nails and toothbrush, almost breaking my jaws apart. I'm now more bloated than ever! 3000 calories!?
I'm going to run till I literally pass out. Seriously. Why am I such a fuckup!?
~ I need some help to get out of myself ~