Oct 16, 2011 00:31
Alone, abandoned
Why can't you understand me
Get me out of here
So I told myself to write more. Life is so boring and dull being at home. I miss the hectic days of school, having midterms, staying up till 3 in the morning. Listening to my mom lament about her life is bringing me down. Usually, I can handle her complaining and I just nod along with her. But it's getting more and more grating on my nerves. I think the solution is so easy: When the handle hits 12, just pack up your stuff and leave. Things are never as easy as they seem when you look at them from the outside. Rationally, I know she's heavily invested in her job, being "family" and all. But what they're making her do is complete bullshit. Anyways. I think if I save up the money, I'm moving out of California. I know I'm gonna miss OC, but it's just something I wanna do. I wanna get out. Maybe I'll go to some random state, maybe Arkansas or something. Maybe I'll go out of the country.
I guess a girl can dream, huh.
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