On good things
This was a really good week. Let's see. I had my Pharmacology final on Monday. Aced it. Then I had my Mental Health Nursing final on Friday. Aced that one too! So I took 4 classes this semester. Three As and one B. Gotta say, not bad at all! I freaking ROCKED this semester. My Psych teacher said in our first week of clinical, "Just cuz you got an A in Gero doesn't mean you will get an A in this class." Everyone was saying the final was gonna be a lot harder than the other two exams we took. I finished it with half an hour to spare. I went in with an 87%. I don't know what I got on the final but I know I got the A overall. With that, I'm done with my 3rd semester of nursing school. I get a nice, long summer then it's Peds in the fall. But that's not for a few months. I'm just gonna enjoy my time. Man I can't believe how everything turned out with school. I can still remember so vividly how hard the first 8 weeks of the semester was. Ooo, gave myself the chills just thinking about it. But God got me through it, just like He got me through everything else in life. How good He is. So faithful.
I got to hang out with my baby boy this week too. I headed out to my sister's house after my final. He's so big and strong. I love that kid. It's still so weird to have a baby in the family. Sam was pretty big when I met her so I didn't feel too weird being with her. But Cyrus is still so tiny. It's nice to have him.
The stuff with Green Eyes has been going along nicely too. I asked him to go eat one night but he was gonna hang out with his little sister. So after I got home from my clinical, I took my meds and went to sleep without dinner. I get a text message from him late at night after I had already fallen asleep. He asked me if I had eaten. I said back, "I took a handful of meds. Does that count?" "Umm not really," he says back to me. I told him then I didn't eat. "You should eat" he says to me with the kissy face. Sweet boy. The next day he sends me a random kissy face. I asked him if he was giving out kisses. "Just for you," he says with another kissy face for good measure. He asked me over that night and I got to hang out with him and Bob. It was just another cute night with him. I told him the next day that I had passed my class with an A. He was happy for me. I wanted to try something different so I asked him if he wanted to go to the movies. He said he just wanted to watch hockey and basketball for the night. I figured I wasn't gonna see him so I went back to hanging out with my baby boy. But then about an hour later, he sends me a pic of a 12 pack of Blue Moon and says, "I did get you beer if you wanna watch sports with me." Fucking SWEET, I got there later in the evening and we hung out. He had opened the window that looks out into the Ampitheatre parking lot and we were able to hear the concert going on. Bryan Adams! Old skool! We sat by the window listening to the music. I find that I really love to listen to everything he has to say, even if it's a little bit nonsense. He's so funny. We watched tried to watch the Kurt Cobain documentary but it was way too damn emo for us. As we watched regular tv, I made a comment that one of the actors looked old, like he was 30! "I'm 30!" he says defensively. "Really?" I said, pretending to be surprised. "Well I'm 23." "No you're not. I did your paperwork. You're not 23." Haha. I love it when he mentions stuff bout when we met. I told him I remember the day that we had met and he called me a weirdo. I just told him I associate him with my car and that's why I remember the day he and I met. "Fool," he calls me. I started to fall asleep as we were hanging out. He told me to go inside but I didn't want to. I feel him get up. When he gets back to the couch, he has a pillow and blanket for me. "Here, so you can hang out with me while I still fuck around." Fucking sweet. I don't know how long I slept on the couch but we eventually get into bed to sleep. I woke up in the middle of the night and walk out in only my panties (cuz I didn't bother to put on the rest of my clothes after we had fucked) to the kitchen where he was doing his stuff. "What are you doing, boobs?" Haha. We finally went to sleep for the rest of the night. I got up, showered, and kissed him before I went to work. While I was there, in the middle of the afternoon, only a few hours since I had seen him, I get a text message from him. Just the kissy face. Nothing else. I could almost feel his lips on mine. It was so random and surprising. I was taken aback. I sent one back to him of course.
I went to my sisters house after work and my Ma and Pa were there. My Ma, of course, asked me if I was dating anyone. "So you remember Jonathan?" It didn't really register with her. "The guy from the dealership?" Click. She looked at me wide eyed. "No way," she says. "After all this time?" I told her we aren't dating and we arent' serious but I had been seeing him for the last couple of weeks. I showed her the picture he and I took at the concert last week. "Wow, he is so cute," she says. She fawned over him for a bit, telling me how she remembered that day. She said he was shy but totally moony eyed for me and he couldn't stop looking at me and he was impressed that I went to UCLA. Then she drops something new on me. She tells me, "Right before we left, he asked if was ok if he called you if there was any questions about the paperwork. He probably thought we were your parents and it seemed like he was getting permission, I told him go ahead." Haha. I had never heard of that part. I need to ask him if he remembers that. My Ma was totally excited, not just cuz it's Green Eyes, but cuz she wants to see me happy after that shitty relationship I had before. And after all the sweet stuff Green Eyes has been doing and saying, I can say firmly that I am happy in my life.
Yup. This has been a good week. I'm still bummed I don't have my laptop cuz the one I'm typing on is killing me. But everything else is going so well. God is good and faithful to me. What a year so far.
I got to hang out with my baby boy this week too. I headed out to my sister's house after my final. He's so big and strong. I love that kid. It's still so weird to have a baby in the family. Sam was pretty big when I met her so I didn't feel too weird being with her. But Cyrus is still so tiny. It's nice to have him.
The stuff with Green Eyes has been going along nicely too. I asked him to go eat one night but he was gonna hang out with his little sister. So after I got home from my clinical, I took my meds and went to sleep without dinner. I get a text message from him late at night after I had already fallen asleep. He asked me if I had eaten. I said back, "I took a handful of meds. Does that count?" "Umm not really," he says back to me. I told him then I didn't eat. "You should eat" he says to me with the kissy face. Sweet boy. The next day he sends me a random kissy face. I asked him if he was giving out kisses. "Just for you," he says with another kissy face for good measure. He asked me over that night and I got to hang out with him and Bob. It was just another cute night with him. I told him the next day that I had passed my class with an A. He was happy for me. I wanted to try something different so I asked him if he wanted to go to the movies. He said he just wanted to watch hockey and basketball for the night. I figured I wasn't gonna see him so I went back to hanging out with my baby boy. But then about an hour later, he sends me a pic of a 12 pack of Blue Moon and says, "I did get you beer if you wanna watch sports with me." Fucking SWEET, I got there later in the evening and we hung out. He had opened the window that looks out into the Ampitheatre parking lot and we were able to hear the concert going on. Bryan Adams! Old skool! We sat by the window listening to the music. I find that I really love to listen to everything he has to say, even if it's a little bit nonsense. He's so funny. We watched tried to watch the Kurt Cobain documentary but it was way too damn emo for us. As we watched regular tv, I made a comment that one of the actors looked old, like he was 30! "I'm 30!" he says defensively. "Really?" I said, pretending to be surprised. "Well I'm 23." "No you're not. I did your paperwork. You're not 23." Haha. I love it when he mentions stuff bout when we met. I told him I remember the day that we had met and he called me a weirdo. I just told him I associate him with my car and that's why I remember the day he and I met. "Fool," he calls me. I started to fall asleep as we were hanging out. He told me to go inside but I didn't want to. I feel him get up. When he gets back to the couch, he has a pillow and blanket for me. "Here, so you can hang out with me while I still fuck around." Fucking sweet. I don't know how long I slept on the couch but we eventually get into bed to sleep. I woke up in the middle of the night and walk out in only my panties (cuz I didn't bother to put on the rest of my clothes after we had fucked) to the kitchen where he was doing his stuff. "What are you doing, boobs?" Haha. We finally went to sleep for the rest of the night. I got up, showered, and kissed him before I went to work. While I was there, in the middle of the afternoon, only a few hours since I had seen him, I get a text message from him. Just the kissy face. Nothing else. I could almost feel his lips on mine. It was so random and surprising. I was taken aback. I sent one back to him of course.
I went to my sisters house after work and my Ma and Pa were there. My Ma, of course, asked me if I was dating anyone. "So you remember Jonathan?" It didn't really register with her. "The guy from the dealership?" Click. She looked at me wide eyed. "No way," she says. "After all this time?" I told her we aren't dating and we arent' serious but I had been seeing him for the last couple of weeks. I showed her the picture he and I took at the concert last week. "Wow, he is so cute," she says. She fawned over him for a bit, telling me how she remembered that day. She said he was shy but totally moony eyed for me and he couldn't stop looking at me and he was impressed that I went to UCLA. Then she drops something new on me. She tells me, "Right before we left, he asked if was ok if he called you if there was any questions about the paperwork. He probably thought we were your parents and it seemed like he was getting permission, I told him go ahead." Haha. I had never heard of that part. I need to ask him if he remembers that. My Ma was totally excited, not just cuz it's Green Eyes, but cuz she wants to see me happy after that shitty relationship I had before. And after all the sweet stuff Green Eyes has been doing and saying, I can say firmly that I am happy in my life.
Yup. This has been a good week. I'm still bummed I don't have my laptop cuz the one I'm typing on is killing me. But everything else is going so well. God is good and faithful to me. What a year so far.