I think I really feel something for him :)
So I got to talk to Colin today. TWICE ^___________^ Made me oh so happy. I am so taken with that boy. He makes me feel happy again.
*sigh* I want to ask him something but I just don't know how to word it, or just say it to him =/ I guess it's not that I don't know how to word it, it's just I'm afraid to ask it or feel awkward. The more I talk to him, the more I feel like I really and truly love him, and I want to start saying it, but I can't. Usually the guy says it to me first. So I don't know how to just say that to someone, but I find myself everyday wanting to say it more.
I'm really confused, I don't know how to start a conversation like this, but I know it's going to come to a time where it might actually slip and yeah.....I just don't want him to feel awkward or not feel it for me -_- that would be horrible if he didn't feel the same way.
Ugh I don't know what to do, I really do believe that I love him, and I want to tell him, but I just don't know how. This is always really complicated. I guess I wish it was just easier to bring up.
Oh I asked Colin today if it was ok to hang out with Dakota alone just the two of us. He said no, but I respect his decision, and quite frankly don't blame him for saying no. I'm kind of glad he said no, it shows me how much he really cares about me ^________^ and it just makes me more happy to know that he's mine. God do I miss him so much. It's killing me because I haven't seen him for more than two weeks or so now. I can't wait to see him again. I want to hug him and never let him go. ^______^ he means so much to me.
yeah maddie, melissa and I went to a birthday party next door.....I hated it. All they did was smoke and drink. Now I smell like it >.< my hair and everything. Grrr, I don't really like people who do that.
I HEART Colin ♥♥♥
*sigh* I want to ask him something but I just don't know how to word it, or just say it to him =/ I guess it's not that I don't know how to word it, it's just I'm afraid to ask it or feel awkward. The more I talk to him, the more I feel like I really and truly love him, and I want to start saying it, but I can't. Usually the guy says it to me first. So I don't know how to just say that to someone, but I find myself everyday wanting to say it more.
I'm really confused, I don't know how to start a conversation like this, but I know it's going to come to a time where it might actually slip and yeah.....I just don't want him to feel awkward or not feel it for me -_- that would be horrible if he didn't feel the same way.
Ugh I don't know what to do, I really do believe that I love him, and I want to tell him, but I just don't know how. This is always really complicated. I guess I wish it was just easier to bring up.
Oh I asked Colin today if it was ok to hang out with Dakota alone just the two of us. He said no, but I respect his decision, and quite frankly don't blame him for saying no. I'm kind of glad he said no, it shows me how much he really cares about me ^________^ and it just makes me more happy to know that he's mine. God do I miss him so much. It's killing me because I haven't seen him for more than two weeks or so now. I can't wait to see him again. I want to hug him and never let him go. ^______^ he means so much to me.
yeah maddie, melissa and I went to a birthday party next door.....I hated it. All they did was smoke and drink. Now I smell like it >.< my hair and everything. Grrr, I don't really like people who do that.
I HEART Colin ♥♥♥