How can it hurt so much?
This has got to be the most depressed I have been in a long time. I called Colin around like 9:30 and we talked for like a little bit. I ended up having to get off the phone with him, because Melissa asked me if I wanted to go to Wal-mart. I really didn't think we would be long. So I told him I'd call him back. So when we got home it was about 11:30 and I've called him as late as 12. Anyways someone answered and I asked for Colin like I usually do, and I waited to hear Colin's voice. I didn't.........whoever answered the phone hung up on me.
Now I know that's shouldn't be something to be depressed about, but I admit I cried. I cried my fucking eyes out it hurt so much for some reason. I guess it's because talking to him on the phone is all I have until I get home, and I miss him more than I thought. I really do. Now I just can't get rid of this depressed mood. I feel so depressed I won't even sleep. It really did bug me, and I just can't exactly explain why =(
::sigh:: I hate this, I hate crying. I miss Colin sooo much -_________-
I love Colin so fucking much♥♥♥
Now I know that's shouldn't be something to be depressed about, but I admit I cried. I cried my fucking eyes out it hurt so much for some reason. I guess it's because talking to him on the phone is all I have until I get home, and I miss him more than I thought. I really do. Now I just can't get rid of this depressed mood. I feel so depressed I won't even sleep. It really did bug me, and I just can't exactly explain why =(
::sigh:: I hate this, I hate crying. I miss Colin sooo much -_________-
I love Colin so fucking much♥♥♥