Holy shit dude....
I'm sorry. I'm so fucking sorry. I didn't want this to happen. I'm such an asshole for letting this get too far. Oh my God. I'm sorry. I have single handedly ruined your life. No amount of apologies can fix it. I consider you a really good friend and I just royally fuck you over. I'm so sorry. I hope one day you'll forgive me. If you don't, that's perfectly understandable. I wouldn't forgive me either. I'm so sorry.