Dec 07, 2004 20:21
What do we miss most about high school? I was thinking about that today. I think what i miss most is my friends. My true friends. The one's that provided me with the best memories throughout my time there. Even though the years of high school are somewhat insane, good friends can keep you awake through them. And then i continue thinking...where am i to now? Where are these said friends? For example, I will bring kayla into this entry. This girl has proved to me countless times that she is indeed a true friend. She was there for me through the worse time of my life this past summer. One that i do not want to recall. She went out of her way to make sure I was going to get better. Be myself again. I think what I really cherish about my friendship with kayla is the fact that we are honest with each other. At times it may be blunt, but especially in her case, she tends to wisen me up. I've never met a more determined/workoriented person and i'm glad that she is still in my life.
Holly. What can i say about her? We've had our roughspots yes. But through all of that, i consider her one of my good friends even though we barely talk anymore. Like kayla, she is completely driven to suceed even though at times it may seem harder then is should be. If only I could be as hard of a worker as she was. Even though she may end up a cat lady someday, her compassion shines through for all people and animals alike. I wish that someday I can be half the person these two girls are and even though i do treasure and cherish many more people in my life right now, these two stick out the most. They have provided me friendship since early high school and I hope we remain friends for years ahead. As pathetic and loserish as it sounds, my most favorite memories involve these two girls. Whether it be parked at the mall parking lot,eating ice cream, drinking our livers dead out in the freezing cold with snowsuits on, dancing the shakira dance in hollys computer room, having them ridicoule me for being a grad party whore, copy and pasting dory links to make fun, being completely weird and stupid, composing lil bai words in my locker, sizing up mojo murphy or stuffing 8373 people in hollys car for lunch, i was never afraid to be my true self. not once did i hisitate to spit out weird phrases or scream profanity at the top of my lungs in front of these girls. Not once will i look at wetfloor signs or a fire behind a mall quite the same way again.
This post has been brought to you by the emo side of marie-claire. I am quite happy that i got to share in the delights and utter weirdness with these and other people in high school. Honorable mentions of cool people include jessica who is a bigger boozer then i am as was stated more then once & joined in on the madness as well, vanessa who shared the punkrockness with me even if it was good charlotte,and rosanna whos dogs name is a double whammy.