this weekend...
once again i've had a pretty sucky weekend. some things just never change. yesterday i stayed home. then we went to churhc and after church we went to outback yeah i havent been there in awhile and i had a brownie sundae for desert. that was prolly the best thing about this weekend. so yeah today i was doin laundry casue i havent washed clothes in like a week and i got to thinkin im gonna be 16 in exactly one week. im not doin anything for my birthday and somehow it doenst bother me anymore because i dont have any "Real" friends that i would wanna have at my party anyway. ever since i've moved here i havent found anyone that i would call a good friend of mine and that sucks! do any of yall know what its like to move to a place you absolutely hate have friends and not feel close to any of them or they act fake. and let me tell ya thas one thing i cant stand is fake people!
do you know what it feels like to have a group of "friends" sitting at your lunch table and say hey (im gonna make up a name) hey suzy wanna go to the movies friday. suzy says sure lets go! what about chandler? did you forget that i was there? i mean you dont fuckin invite a person to go somewhere and not invite the person sitting right next to you. if that were the case then ask them in private! how rude can you get! south freakin florida is full of rude ass people! and i know its not everybody but damn when you come from a place where people are nice and speak to you all the time then you would understand. i hate how down here to have a good time you have to go out to the movies or go to a party every weekend and drink or do drugs! well look what happened a couple weeks ago. 3 guys wanted to have fun and now 2 of them are dead! when are people gonna grow up and realize that they arent invincible you arent an exception to the rule. i dont care how good you are. bad things can happen to you too. and im sry but im just being real cause someone needs to be. some people around here need a reality check and if im the only one who can see that then i'll be glad to give it to them because im tired of people crying to me because someone made a mistake. be a real friend and help them! im not sayin im not sad for those families and friends that lost someone because i am i just wish some people would wake up.ok well im done and if yall dont like me after this well thas ok i just proved my point of not having real friends. im not sayin you have to agree im just voicin my opinion.
rip- shawn davis
do you know what it feels like to have a group of "friends" sitting at your lunch table and say hey (im gonna make up a name) hey suzy wanna go to the movies friday. suzy says sure lets go! what about chandler? did you forget that i was there? i mean you dont fuckin invite a person to go somewhere and not invite the person sitting right next to you. if that were the case then ask them in private! how rude can you get! south freakin florida is full of rude ass people! and i know its not everybody but damn when you come from a place where people are nice and speak to you all the time then you would understand. i hate how down here to have a good time you have to go out to the movies or go to a party every weekend and drink or do drugs! well look what happened a couple weeks ago. 3 guys wanted to have fun and now 2 of them are dead! when are people gonna grow up and realize that they arent invincible you arent an exception to the rule. i dont care how good you are. bad things can happen to you too. and im sry but im just being real cause someone needs to be. some people around here need a reality check and if im the only one who can see that then i'll be glad to give it to them because im tired of people crying to me because someone made a mistake. be a real friend and help them! im not sayin im not sad for those families and friends that lost someone because i am i just wish some people would wake up.ok well im done and if yall dont like me after this well thas ok i just proved my point of not having real friends. im not sayin you have to agree im just voicin my opinion.
rip- shawn davis