whats done is done
i dont regret a lot of things...but i have made quite a few mistakes. Now, I´m not saying that coming here was a mistake...nope...I´ve learned a lot since I´ve been here. Like dont take shit for granted...some people dont have anything such as a computer, a dvd player or even a tv for that matter. But the only mistake I think was one of the worst...was not calling my friends as often as they would have liked for me to call and say...HEY LETS GO HANG OUT...or...HEY LETS GO SEE A MOOOOVIE...or...HEY LETS GO BOWLING!!! and you know what...i am very much guilty for not being as close as I should have been.
As far as friends are concerned...I dont really have any close friends...best friends who are there for me no matter what...who call me non stop to hang out at my house and sit and stair at eachother and do absolutly nothing...or someone who would help me out when I´m in need...or someone who would need my help or advice...I know you all are my friends...I dont doubt you all for one second...but I failed you all...and I´m sorry. I just wish that I was closer...to at least one of you.
To those of you who were the last ones who saw me...and tried to convince me to stay...thanks for being there for me...thanks for ALWAYS being there for me.
As far as friends are concerned...I dont really have any close friends...best friends who are there for me no matter what...who call me non stop to hang out at my house and sit and stair at eachother and do absolutly nothing...or someone who would help me out when I´m in need...or someone who would need my help or advice...I know you all are my friends...I dont doubt you all for one second...but I failed you all...and I´m sorry. I just wish that I was closer...to at least one of you.
To those of you who were the last ones who saw me...and tried to convince me to stay...thanks for being there for me...thanks for ALWAYS being there for me.