Apr 17, 2007 03:24
If I give myself just a moment of downtime, especially at this hour, that moment allows my brain to wander into a realm of imagination that's the closest to crazy I've ever felt.
I fall under the spell of the whirring of my refridgerator. It makes me feel cold and lonely just because it's quiet enough in my room to actually hear it.
All the lights buzz.
My speakers spill of white noise.
And then I remember that I haven't slept. My allergies are running wild and all I want to do is sleep.
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