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Jan 14, 2004 23:26

Hmmm.. just some thoughts and questions.. Nothing specific or relating to anyone or anything in particular ( Read more... )

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_*Hey Mal*_ anonymous January 16 2004, 04:43:42 UTC
Hey Mal!!* Hun, don't stress babe!* Easier said then done, I know I know. I'm away, you know that...and there are days when I just think about Norton, all the wonderful ppl there that will never ever be replaced, and miss it. And I wish I had stayed home, and gone to UVaWise...just like you have those days where you look around, and wish you had gone away. And then I have the days, where I look at my beautiful new 'home', and my god sent friends, and all the experiences of living by myself..it's those days I know, I made the right decision. Just like you have those days, where you drive through our wonderful little city, seeing ppl you know all along the way, going to watch our Raiders play, and being able to enjoy life in Norton outside of highshool. Those are the days when you know for sure, that you made the right decision. I think everyone will have days where they question themselves..it's only human. But you are such a smart person, and if you thought that you wanted/needed to stay home...then that WAS the right thing to do. There is always that possibility that you could change your mind, for your 2nd, 3rd, or 4th yr. And if you do, and you're sure..then that's awesome..and you should go for it!* But, I think deep down, you know yourself..where you are the most happy, where you truly WANT to be. I trust you completely, you should trust yourself too. The only advice I can give you is just to pray. God is amazing Mal, I've learned that being away from my home for so long. If you pray about it, you will know what you're supposed to do. I have all the faith in the world in that. Good luck this second semester. I miss you hun!! I love you bunches, and if you ever need me, I am ALWAYS here.

I'm going to leave you with a bible verse that has gotten me through sooo much since coming to college.

He is before all things, and in him all things hold together. Col 1:17

When you doubt yourself, or just life in general...remember who's watching over us..remember who has control of it all..and just relax... =)

<3 Emily

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Re: _*Hey Mal*_ miss_mal_mul January 16 2004, 15:42:07 UTC
Emily Graham, that was the sweetest and most caring, and encouraging words I've ever read. *tear*

I don't think you understand just how much that helped me with all these feelings that I've been having recently. I know that you're increadibly happy and love your life in Charlottesville, but just to know that you have days that you second guess yourself about leaving..it just really makes me feel better knowing that I'm not that only one who wonders sometimes, "what if..." or "I wish I could...".

And believe me sweetie, I've prayed about this for a long time now, and whether or not Wise is where I "WANT" to be at this point in my life, I truly believe this is where I "NEED" to be to help out my mom and Kara.

I miss you too and love you bunches and bunches.
I wish you all the luck this upcoming semester,
and I'm going to leave you with a few words that I heard from "SOMEONE" that I think you can use sometimes too..

"When you doubt yourself, or just life in general...remember who's watching over us..remember who has control of it all..and just relax... =)" haha (Sound familiar?)

Love Always,
--Mal

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