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Crazy ass bitch
once again a night of the crazy ass bitch. all you ever do in life is strike me down and strike down the one person that keeps me up; i'm tired of it. all she talks about is my past and how all i do i spread my legs and have sex. she fucking wishes, her past is getting to her because i know that she couldn't keep her legs shut and that's why i was born. she's one insane hypocrite that loves to gamble, and goes insane everytime i tell her to gamble or mention to be back to a casino. that's her fucking soft spot where she blows up and goes insane. hahaha..my dad does shit everytime she gets mad, he's like "kim stop talking." that's all he says. but what can he say without getting in shit with my mom. hahaha..nothing..cuz he'll always be in shit if he opens his mother against her. yesterday when we were having dinner, my mom was talking about daniel in front of him, but in filipino. i'm like why can't you speak in english...ur being kinda rude. she's like if i want him to know what i'm talking about i'll speak english, but if i don't then i'll speak whatever i want too. she's like how do u think ur uncle charles feels (he's from ireland) when we speak filipino. i'm like insaulted and annoyed, but when does she ever think about anybody else besides herself? after, when daniel leaves the table to use the bathroom, she tells me and my sister that if we don't marry someone who's not filipino we getting nothing from her. not surprising cuz i'm the one living with nothing already. there's no way that i'm gonna marry a filipino guy, cuz i don't like filipino guys, there all the same. now today, when she gets home i'm like i'm gonna turn off the computer, cuz i wanna sleep, cuz u and jackie are always on it when i wanna sleep. then she fucking blows up about how i talk back to her. i say to her "what did i say?" she's like there u go again, talking back..i'm asking a fucking question about what i did wrong! then she's like don't make me curse u and daniel. i'm like curse?? u became a witch now. she's like i hope he dies. i'm like fuck u, u hypocrite, and u call urself a catholic. i'm like one that curses on people and is addicted to gambling. right..heaven's just calling ur name now. whenever she talks shit about him, i get pissed and i will talk shit just to hurt her back. also she was talking about how my sister is going tot he philippines with my grandmother. my mom's like your not gonna get to travel because of daniel. i'm like what? she's like all you'll do is study, work and have time of daniel. i'm like that's my life because i go to school. unlike my sister who gets to party, not go to school and gets to travel. i'm the one that has to get an education and be successful, and shit. when do i get my time to live my life, to have fun? this semester is my time. maybe i should withdraw from school and take the money and enjoy life.
once again a night of the crazy ass bitch. all you ever do in life is strike me down and strike down the one person that keeps me up; i'm tired of it. all she talks about is my past and how all i do i spread my legs and have sex. she fucking wishes, her past is getting to her because i know that she couldn't keep her legs shut and that's why i was born. she's one insane hypocrite that loves to gamble, and goes insane everytime i tell her to gamble or mention to be back to a casino. that's her fucking soft spot where she blows up and goes insane. hahaha..my dad does shit everytime she gets mad, he's like "kim stop talking." that's all he says. but what can he say without getting in shit with my mom. hahaha..nothing..cuz he'll always be in shit if he opens his mother against her. yesterday when we were having dinner, my mom was talking about daniel in front of him, but in filipino. i'm like why can't you speak in english...ur being kinda rude. she's like if i want him to know what i'm talking about i'll speak english, but if i don't then i'll speak whatever i want too. she's like how do u think ur uncle charles feels (he's from ireland) when we speak filipino. i'm like insaulted and annoyed, but when does she ever think about anybody else besides herself? after, when daniel leaves the table to use the bathroom, she tells me and my sister that if we don't marry someone who's not filipino we getting nothing from her. not surprising cuz i'm the one living with nothing already. there's no way that i'm gonna marry a filipino guy, cuz i don't like filipino guys, there all the same. now today, when she gets home i'm like i'm gonna turn off the computer, cuz i wanna sleep, cuz u and jackie are always on it when i wanna sleep. then she fucking blows up about how i talk back to her. i say to her "what did i say?" she's like there u go again, talking back..i'm asking a fucking question about what i did wrong! then she's like don't make me curse u and daniel. i'm like curse?? u became a witch now. she's like i hope he dies. i'm like fuck u, u hypocrite, and u call urself a catholic. i'm like one that curses on people and is addicted to gambling. right..heaven's just calling ur name now. whenever she talks shit about him, i get pissed and i will talk shit just to hurt her back. also she was talking about how my sister is going tot he philippines with my grandmother. my mom's like your not gonna get to travel because of daniel. i'm like what? she's like all you'll do is study, work and have time of daniel. i'm like that's my life because i go to school. unlike my sister who gets to party, not go to school and gets to travel. i'm the one that has to get an education and be successful, and shit. when do i get my time to live my life, to have fun? this semester is my time. maybe i should withdraw from school and take the money and enjoy life.