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[miss_maddi]

Here's an update:

Stand out events gone by:
-Parkway ♥
-Goudies/Nicole's ♥
-Hanging out with Kat ♥
-Getting way too drunk on Monday night
-Washing my car yesterday
-Sleeping all day

Events to come that involve excitment:
-Haley's christening on Sunday
-Linde's 18th in a week
-Getting my hair done in 2 weeks
-Deb in 1 month
-June/July holidays in 8 weeks
-Grad/Schoolies in less than 26 weeks
-Canada/America/Christmas/New years in 29 weeks

Kat has helped me with my short term life plan. But what the fuck am I going to do once school is over. It seems to be so soon. I have been anticipating this coming moment for years and it's finally on the horizon. I'm scared beyond comprehension. Sure, I want to go to uni and get a job and travel. But after that? I mean there are so many pivotal factors that can affect my life/goals in the years to come. What if I make the wrong decisions? There is so many things to think about. And right now I am so over-whelmed with decisions. Fuck I'm scared.

Anyways.

There's this boy.
And I wonder...