an update at last
Well i am here...finally...life and things have just been hectic and i havent had the time to write, or when i had the chance didnt feel like it...
work has been well stressful...basic story....i have had my contract extended, B called to say she would be back next week and hours later (N) called to say she wa sbeing placed at another store...
bit of a relief i dont know how i feela bout her anymore...still pretty angry, i cant help it i feel so betrayed... thes elast 6 months have been well tough...outside of work tough and well her and i became closer and then for her to throw it in my face, well it bugs me and hurts..
anyway her job has gone up now... i havent applied...i dont know if i will everyone is liek why dont u since you are already doing it, but i still feel i wont get it...
anyway.
shauns sister and her partner have gone overseas now,they left today...i went and and saw them last night.also too them thankyou cards for my birthday and everything.
hmm i havent wrote since last thurs so whats new..
heidi is going to be my 2IC wel temp anyway same as me in my job.
On friday..i cant really remember...oh wait shaun and his sis and family we all went out for dinner for fathers day as his dad was going away...
i also caled (N) to talk to her as i needed to talk to her...20 od dmin later! last time i call her on my mobile!! had no credit left!! still i needed to talk and well she can only answer my Q and well shes the area manager and she understands and know everythign going on...sometimes its hard with shauna nd well everyone as they dont understand and know everything going on...
last sat shaun and iwent to a girl from colleges 21st...it was interesting... shaun and i felt a bit odd being there.. no one from school went and well its obvious how different her life is to both shaun and i;s.
i stayed sat night at shauns which was good, i was so tired though...we jus6t went to bed after watching TV...their dog landed on the bed in the early hours and started growling when i moved my legs so shaun ahd to remove her.
on sunday i got up before shaun, even though it was my only day off! had breakfast then he joined med...his dad was away on business. anyway we then bypassed my house to drop off my things and met up with mum and dad at the shops where we had lunch...
we then finished shopping for grandad for fathers day...
and i also bought the notebook DVD, shaun and is aw it at the moveis, and i loved it...shaun bought a CD.
Anyway after shopping shaun dropped me at Annettes(his boss) hosue as she was having a tupperware party!! at first i felt a bit odd as though i woudl know no one, an well his mum would normally be at something like that..obviously i know annette and a couple of people but still.. i had a good time!!
trish and acoupel of tohter were there w e had a good chat..was a nice day off...my onyl one!!
my typing sucks i know.
on monday night i went to shauns house for dinner...it was good to see him again although hard to leave as susual!!
we laid in his bed talking...and no we didnt do anythign we were good! although i wish we had...we havent for awhile...not that u needed to know that!
Apparently B is coming to clean out her draw tomorrow...we will see....
saturday is dads birthday... i think we will go out to lunch or dinner i have a 3 day weekend yay!!
on tues i have to go away for a managers meeting/conference thing~!!!
on monday my uncle has his brain surgery for his brain tumor...fingers crossed it all goes well...i know there is a risk with any surgery espically like that.. cancer is such a bastard...i dont know why it has to come and ruin peopesl lifes...
i guess i will ehad off...i dont really feel liek writing but i thought i should update..i will try write again soon...if i dont u know why now.
work has been well stressful...basic story....i have had my contract extended, B called to say she would be back next week and hours later (N) called to say she wa sbeing placed at another store...
bit of a relief i dont know how i feela bout her anymore...still pretty angry, i cant help it i feel so betrayed... thes elast 6 months have been well tough...outside of work tough and well her and i became closer and then for her to throw it in my face, well it bugs me and hurts..
anyway her job has gone up now... i havent applied...i dont know if i will everyone is liek why dont u since you are already doing it, but i still feel i wont get it...
anyway.
shauns sister and her partner have gone overseas now,they left today...i went and and saw them last night.also too them thankyou cards for my birthday and everything.
hmm i havent wrote since last thurs so whats new..
heidi is going to be my 2IC wel temp anyway same as me in my job.
On friday..i cant really remember...oh wait shaun and his sis and family we all went out for dinner for fathers day as his dad was going away...
i also caled (N) to talk to her as i needed to talk to her...20 od dmin later! last time i call her on my mobile!! had no credit left!! still i needed to talk and well she can only answer my Q and well shes the area manager and she understands and know everythign going on...sometimes its hard with shauna nd well everyone as they dont understand and know everything going on...
last sat shaun and iwent to a girl from colleges 21st...it was interesting... shaun and i felt a bit odd being there.. no one from school went and well its obvious how different her life is to both shaun and i;s.
i stayed sat night at shauns which was good, i was so tired though...we jus6t went to bed after watching TV...their dog landed on the bed in the early hours and started growling when i moved my legs so shaun ahd to remove her.
on sunday i got up before shaun, even though it was my only day off! had breakfast then he joined med...his dad was away on business. anyway we then bypassed my house to drop off my things and met up with mum and dad at the shops where we had lunch...
we then finished shopping for grandad for fathers day...
and i also bought the notebook DVD, shaun and is aw it at the moveis, and i loved it...shaun bought a CD.
Anyway after shopping shaun dropped me at Annettes(his boss) hosue as she was having a tupperware party!! at first i felt a bit odd as though i woudl know no one, an well his mum would normally be at something like that..obviously i know annette and a couple of people but still.. i had a good time!!
trish and acoupel of tohter were there w e had a good chat..was a nice day off...my onyl one!!
my typing sucks i know.
on monday night i went to shauns house for dinner...it was good to see him again although hard to leave as susual!!
we laid in his bed talking...and no we didnt do anythign we were good! although i wish we had...we havent for awhile...not that u needed to know that!
Apparently B is coming to clean out her draw tomorrow...we will see....
saturday is dads birthday... i think we will go out to lunch or dinner i have a 3 day weekend yay!!
on tues i have to go away for a managers meeting/conference thing~!!!
on monday my uncle has his brain surgery for his brain tumor...fingers crossed it all goes well...i know there is a risk with any surgery espically like that.. cancer is such a bastard...i dont know why it has to come and ruin peopesl lifes...
i guess i will ehad off...i dont really feel liek writing but i thought i should update..i will try write again soon...if i dont u know why now.