lot to process
im so damn annoye di wrote this huge long entry for this to then go and stuff up and me lose it all!! grrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr stupid damn thing
sigh....
so here i go again, damn it i dont have the time or energy for this. i felt like writing and well now its all gone.i could swear my head off right now.
hmm ok so when did i last write besides jyust then.
on thursday(23/6) (N) came down for a visit. i started early on thrus as htey all had a meeting...once (N) got to our store her and i went out and had a long chat alone, talked abou the store, whats happened lately there and my training program...also spoke about shaun and his mum...and just everything that happened...it felt good to talk in a way. i dont know sometimes its easy to talk to (N) about things. i got a bit teary, as did she in the end. its been goodhaving so much support from her in the last few weeks. i just wish there was more i could do for shaun and his family...i feel so bad but well they are feeling so mujch worse...its just not fair....
there is a new job position open, as a manager, i dont know if i will apply or not..(N) said if i feel i want too then she would be happy. but well it wont be to much differend to what i am now, except the title obviously.and a tad extra money but its not a good store with staff, and is pretty quite ie boring at times plus with the training...i dont know but its a good opportunity..i will think about it some more, although i think i already know what my descion is...
yesterday and today mum and i have been looking at places for my 21st, im going to have a cocktail party...
i think we will have to go back to a couple tomorrow when the function people are in. i will look at some of the menu and narrow choices tonight, i think i will also start my training assignments...i dont have the energy for it but i must.
friday night shaun and my parents and i went to dinner and did the shopping, i then drove shauninto the city to pick up his dad as he was driving his car home....on sat morning he had a exam...i think he did ok since he seemed happy enough with himself.
last night we house sat for shauns boss, as she has a dog...we ordered in thai and she had left us a nice bottle of champers!! very nice!
when we go there we couldnt find the dog anywhere!! after a bit of lookign and being worried she must have been hiding in the bushes or behind the house...as she came out...what a relief...shaun and i had a nice long chat too which is good...i like when we can just have lots of time alone and tlak and talk about what ever we want or need too..
i have aunty flow so nothing kinky went on, but it was a very good night regardless, dont always need those things, not to say they arent nice...
shauns at the footy today....hope hes having fun...i think thats all i have lost what i was saying since this is the 2nd time through...
