so long...

Oct 16, 2008 11:41

Hello

I haven't updated for a while and I am sorry for that...

My mood has been up and down quite a bit recently, and it hit a very scary low last week on Thursday which if it wasn't for David being about no doubt I would have done something stupid, but I managed not to, I did in fact sit in the lounge and make paper snow from a sheet of A4 paper instead of cutting, so I was pretty pleased with myself that I'm managing to use distraction techniques instead of ripping the crap out of my arms...

So I went to see my Dr on Monday and she has put me on some... Reboxetine along with my Citalapram to see if that will help settle my mood back down however... It might be settling my mood, but because I'm so damned tired all of the time, I don't know... granted I was off yesterday as I got up out of bed, the room went dizzy and I hit my head on the wall, and thus was told to stay at home and spend the day in bed, which I did... And today well I'm off to a tutorial in a bit.. so that's why I'm about...

What else... went home at the weekend and met Sarah, who is Michael's girlfriend... and well.. yes, needless to say I'm not going to hold my breath over this one, she's rather loud and very annoying, and just not anything like my brother, so it seems a very strange match... she's also pretty rude, which was kinda surprising considering it was the first time she'd met everyone, but ah well... David also met Loz, who is James' girlfriend, who is lovely.. and yes even David got along with her, so that's good... hehe and Loz is fun... so we won't complain about her...

um that's about it...

me

self harm, david b, suicidal, home, brothers, drs, drugs

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