insomnia....
hi
i feel like I havent slept for about 3 nights, it's annoying cause I'm so tired... I guess it's generally because my brain is in hyper active mode all the time at the moment which really does suck, esspecially when you want to sleep...
lowering my dose on my anti depressants again tomorrow down to 75mg which will be good and then in a month down to 37.5 and then off them completly... feels really strange knowing that I'm actually getting to a point where I'll be classed as ok... granted I know in myself that there will be signs of my si for a long time but in all honesty I'm not that worried... the majority of my scars have started to fade or have faded completly and so it won't be long until I'll be at that point where i was before things happened...
got my first full day of lectures ahead of me tomorrow, which is a bit daunting, esspecially as I'm not sleeping, hopefully I'll manage to sleep tonight and then get a good start to tomorrow and understand what's going on in my lectures as no doubt I'll probably feel a bit lost at first...
Had to go and have my first hep B jab today and a heaf test for TB as I don't have a BCG scar... and so they have to test that I am actually immune to it and that maybe I'm just really lucky and won't ever have a scar... either way i hate having people jab me with needles, esspecially when they show them to you first... normally i don't mind but it was just a bit odd seeing them sat there before she stuck them in me, granted i was really interested in the heaf test one, cause they actually inject this liquid under your skin and it looks all funny... granted I think my arms actually absorbed most of it... hehe but I am getting a nice red blob there which should mean that I won't need another BCG..
anyway that'll do for now..
Lou
i feel like I havent slept for about 3 nights, it's annoying cause I'm so tired... I guess it's generally because my brain is in hyper active mode all the time at the moment which really does suck, esspecially when you want to sleep...
lowering my dose on my anti depressants again tomorrow down to 75mg which will be good and then in a month down to 37.5 and then off them completly... feels really strange knowing that I'm actually getting to a point where I'll be classed as ok... granted I know in myself that there will be signs of my si for a long time but in all honesty I'm not that worried... the majority of my scars have started to fade or have faded completly and so it won't be long until I'll be at that point where i was before things happened...
got my first full day of lectures ahead of me tomorrow, which is a bit daunting, esspecially as I'm not sleeping, hopefully I'll manage to sleep tonight and then get a good start to tomorrow and understand what's going on in my lectures as no doubt I'll probably feel a bit lost at first...
Had to go and have my first hep B jab today and a heaf test for TB as I don't have a BCG scar... and so they have to test that I am actually immune to it and that maybe I'm just really lucky and won't ever have a scar... either way i hate having people jab me with needles, esspecially when they show them to you first... normally i don't mind but it was just a bit odd seeing them sat there before she stuck them in me, granted i was really interested in the heaf test one, cause they actually inject this liquid under your skin and it looks all funny... granted I think my arms actually absorbed most of it... hehe but I am getting a nice red blob there which should mean that I won't need another BCG..
anyway that'll do for now..
Lou