SUMMER
HECK YES !
tis summer and its kick ass ! gah i love this freedom! no longer must i come in earlier cause of SCHOOL. ! no sir ree ! no rules now...and its so awsome...i miss some of my friends though. but hey maybe well get together. this wensday i leave for key west...and ill be there a week. SHOPPING TIME!!! hehe we get to swim with dalphins and what not..but eh thats nothing new. my uncle works at the dalphin reserch center and trains dalphins and shit and like saves them and all that good stuff so we get free passes to swim with them and what not. itll be good to be with family. our new condo is like 3 stories including the loft. awsome!!! and we have a dock in the back yard and a water trampoline...
Tylers not at home...hes at some lake for the weekend...which sucks ass but ehh ill live...now i have no plans at all and its friend time which kicks ass also. not that i dont have that any other time but shh
so my new favorite song is "we belong together" by mariah carey...cause it reminds me of a past love...that i dont want to let go of...i like to be in touch with my past...i have troubles letting go...most of the time im forced to let go and forced to move on...when inside im dying for the love of someone else...you could say that i have split personalities...cause its totally true..just most people dont see that side...most of the time i let it out and then its forgotten about. but ive gotten used to it.
everyone thinks im the happy go lucky perfect girl...the one with the good family nice house and the perfect love life...
NOT TRUE...
im very emotional i just dont let it out cause if i do its just more to take care of...no goo...eh my mom and dad have been split up sence i was 3 and are just filing for devorce which scares me cause i dont want my daddy to leave me to live with his little girlfriend or whatever she is in Texas...i find myself crying over that quite often...and as for the perfect love life...HA...yes i do have a WONDERFUL boyfriend...but that doesnt mean im okay with my past ones...im quite unsaticfied with them...
but i must move on with them...there in the past and now Tyler is what i must focus on...
i want to say sorry to all of my friends ive ditched for Tyler...i am so sorry...call me up and we can make plans...noone tries to make plans anymore and it makes me feel im doing something wrong...if i am...tell me...ill try to fix it...
well i went shopping with my daddy today...i ended up getting...
2 pairs of flip flops from old navy
3 tank tops from wet seal
4 tank tops from pacsun
2 skirts from aeropostale and
3 sports bras from walmart
fun fun...and yet i still need new belly button rings...hahah
ima go...
-Ash
tis summer and its kick ass ! gah i love this freedom! no longer must i come in earlier cause of SCHOOL. ! no sir ree ! no rules now...and its so awsome...i miss some of my friends though. but hey maybe well get together. this wensday i leave for key west...and ill be there a week. SHOPPING TIME!!! hehe we get to swim with dalphins and what not..but eh thats nothing new. my uncle works at the dalphin reserch center and trains dalphins and shit and like saves them and all that good stuff so we get free passes to swim with them and what not. itll be good to be with family. our new condo is like 3 stories including the loft. awsome!!! and we have a dock in the back yard and a water trampoline...
Tylers not at home...hes at some lake for the weekend...which sucks ass but ehh ill live...now i have no plans at all and its friend time which kicks ass also. not that i dont have that any other time but shh
so my new favorite song is "we belong together" by mariah carey...cause it reminds me of a past love...that i dont want to let go of...i like to be in touch with my past...i have troubles letting go...most of the time im forced to let go and forced to move on...when inside im dying for the love of someone else...you could say that i have split personalities...cause its totally true..just most people dont see that side...most of the time i let it out and then its forgotten about. but ive gotten used to it.
everyone thinks im the happy go lucky perfect girl...the one with the good family nice house and the perfect love life...
NOT TRUE...
im very emotional i just dont let it out cause if i do its just more to take care of...no goo...eh my mom and dad have been split up sence i was 3 and are just filing for devorce which scares me cause i dont want my daddy to leave me to live with his little girlfriend or whatever she is in Texas...i find myself crying over that quite often...and as for the perfect love life...HA...yes i do have a WONDERFUL boyfriend...but that doesnt mean im okay with my past ones...im quite unsaticfied with them...
but i must move on with them...there in the past and now Tyler is what i must focus on...
i want to say sorry to all of my friends ive ditched for Tyler...i am so sorry...call me up and we can make plans...noone tries to make plans anymore and it makes me feel im doing something wrong...if i am...tell me...ill try to fix it...
well i went shopping with my daddy today...i ended up getting...
2 pairs of flip flops from old navy
3 tank tops from wet seal
4 tank tops from pacsun
2 skirts from aeropostale and
3 sports bras from walmart
fun fun...and yet i still need new belly button rings...hahah
ima go...
-Ash