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Neela's back. And she's considering discontinuing her internship. Permanently. As in no Dr. Rasgothra ever. And of all the people she could have decided to talk to... she's picked me. I like Neela, don't get me wrong, but how many tries did it take to get me this far? I have got to be the worst person in the world for this. I'm not a mentor.
However, I have agreed to go out with her sometime soon. She needs to blow off steam, and I need to celebrate commemorate that I, as of tonight, am never. Ever. Ever. Working another nursing shift. The new interns arrived, and I'm part of that... pack, so I'm officially off nursing. And of course, in the true County spirit of wringing every last drop out of things, Kerry threw me into my internship early. My first patient died. Tonsil cancer. I wasn't there, and it felt like... it felt wrong. I guess it's probably better to get it out of the way early, though, right? He had an advance directive. There was nothing we could do, really. But, back to the point. Charlie, you wanna come? Clare? I'm going to bother Suz about it... hell, anyone who wants to, just let me know. We'll figure something out.
However, I have agreed to go out with her sometime soon. She needs to blow off steam, and I need to celebrate commemorate that I, as of tonight, am never. Ever. Ever. Working another nursing shift. The new interns arrived, and I'm part of that... pack, so I'm officially off nursing. And of course, in the true County spirit of wringing every last drop out of things, Kerry threw me into my internship early. My first patient died. Tonsil cancer. I wasn't there, and it felt like... it felt wrong. I guess it's probably better to get it out of the way early, though, right? He had an advance directive. There was nothing we could do, really. But, back to the point. Charlie, you wanna come? Clare? I'm going to bother Suz about it... hell, anyone who wants to, just let me know. We'll figure something out.