ew. off to filming.
Oh. I've finally found either the time or the nerves to write an update. Have you ever not felt like yourself? I feel that way now. My entire life I've loved acting. It is the only thing I've ever wanted to do, other than turn eighteen and get drunk in London, but that is beside the point. And I'm doing it. I'm doing it on a level I used to only be able to dream about. People want to know me, to have my autograph, to be me. It seems almost insane because I feel no different than before. I grow tired like everyone else, so I took my break. A longer one than I anticipated, but a break none the less. I got to visit friends, and family. One night I went out with the Colin, hung out with Michelle and Ste, visited London to see Orlando, hung out in France with Edward Scissorhands and his evil accomplice Liv { whom I love dearly }, I got to hang out on tour with my girl Christina ...and now I have to go film. Do you see the problem here?
For once in my life I do not want to go film. Would you want to go film if your other option was sneaking into Orlando's ex-fiance's house and stealing her table? Yeah, I think not. I think I just really miss my friends and Orlando. I miss just being able to hop onto a plane and visit whomever I pleased whenever. Now I have schedules and rigorously long days. I used to live for the days like these, but now I just want to go home. I'm hoping it's a phase, in fact, I'm almost certain it is. I know I'll get back into the swing of things eventually, but I want to get back into them now. I'm quite impatient sometimes. I should probably work on that.
I promised myself that emo Keira was long gone, and she is. I'm off to film right now, I'm actually getting hollered at. Wonderful.
For once in my life I do not want to go film. Would you want to go film if your other option was sneaking into Orlando's ex-fiance's house and stealing her table? Yeah, I think not. I think I just really miss my friends and Orlando. I miss just being able to hop onto a plane and visit whomever I pleased whenever. Now I have schedules and rigorously long days. I used to live for the days like these, but now I just want to go home. I'm hoping it's a phase, in fact, I'm almost certain it is. I know I'll get back into the swing of things eventually, but I want to get back into them now. I'm quite impatient sometimes. I should probably work on that.
I promised myself that emo Keira was long gone, and she is. I'm off to film right now, I'm actually getting hollered at. Wonderful.