i think im going emo
well its sunday, jan. 22/06 and i am still feeling
like complete ass...ive been up since 7:30...and feel like ive been
wake for at least 24...so a breakdown of my weekend...let me tell you
ladies and gents, it was extremely thrilling so hold onto your seats, u
mite get blown away...
Friday - school, worked with Justin AND EMILY...fucking cunt...yes i actully called her a cunt, my least favorite word but since shes my least favorite person, thats wat she is! then went on a double date...actually that was alot of fun...he deffinitly wasnt my dating type, but i deffintly want him as a friend! got home late and got yelled at
Saturday - got up at 7:30 went to the gym till 9, came home and did calc till 11ish...got ready for work...worked 12 till 6:30, with Justin, and thankfully no Emily...but Lisa! oh i love her so much! then came home at 6:30 and did calc till 9...watched wedding crashers...then went to bed
Sunday - got up at 7:30 and went to the gym till 9...did calc till 12:30..had lunch from 12:30 till 1...then did calc till 2 when i went to my tutor to get calc help! got home at 3...and did more calc till 6...when i was just about ready to put my pencil thru my eye, pull them out, and rubb them all over the fucking text book :D
And now i sit here...with a stomach ach...crying my eyes out becuz i am dreeding this week...and i have been for about 2 months...i am terrifyed of this calc exam...considering i only have a 64, the lowest ive ever had in any subject...EVER...and i need a 70 for both western and laurier...looked like im gonna be taking night school again starting feb 13...yay two maths, law, international biz and photo(my savior class)...looks like i will never have a life, never have any money cuz i wont have time to work...and never EVER have a boyfriend, cuz i can neither find one nor be able to spend any time with them if i ever do find another one...yes my life is amazing right now...i just feel like putting a bullet into my head, thats how much fun i am having.
I never thought i could ever be so goddam frustrated with everything. i never thought i could be so incredibly irritated with almost everyone and absolutely everything around me. and i never ever thought i would actually think i couldnt do something...well this week is gonna be one of those...but come friday, i am going to be so goddam happy...and come saturday, i am going to go to work with Emily on service, the entire day, and tell her off and then go to Alexx's for Kristy's bday party...and get soo incredibly drunk and NOT regret anything...i am going to be so intoxicated i wont be able to stand, or form a sentence or think about ANYTHING....and then i will be completely happy
Friday - school, worked with Justin AND EMILY...fucking cunt...yes i actully called her a cunt, my least favorite word but since shes my least favorite person, thats wat she is! then went on a double date...actually that was alot of fun...he deffinitly wasnt my dating type, but i deffintly want him as a friend! got home late and got yelled at
Saturday - got up at 7:30 went to the gym till 9, came home and did calc till 11ish...got ready for work...worked 12 till 6:30, with Justin, and thankfully no Emily...but Lisa! oh i love her so much! then came home at 6:30 and did calc till 9...watched wedding crashers...then went to bed
Sunday - got up at 7:30 and went to the gym till 9...did calc till 12:30..had lunch from 12:30 till 1...then did calc till 2 when i went to my tutor to get calc help! got home at 3...and did more calc till 6...when i was just about ready to put my pencil thru my eye, pull them out, and rubb them all over the fucking text book :D
And now i sit here...with a stomach ach...crying my eyes out becuz i am dreeding this week...and i have been for about 2 months...i am terrifyed of this calc exam...considering i only have a 64, the lowest ive ever had in any subject...EVER...and i need a 70 for both western and laurier...looked like im gonna be taking night school again starting feb 13...yay two maths, law, international biz and photo(my savior class)...looks like i will never have a life, never have any money cuz i wont have time to work...and never EVER have a boyfriend, cuz i can neither find one nor be able to spend any time with them if i ever do find another one...yes my life is amazing right now...i just feel like putting a bullet into my head, thats how much fun i am having.
I never thought i could ever be so goddam frustrated with everything. i never thought i could be so incredibly irritated with almost everyone and absolutely everything around me. and i never ever thought i would actually think i couldnt do something...well this week is gonna be one of those...but come friday, i am going to be so goddam happy...and come saturday, i am going to go to work with Emily on service, the entire day, and tell her off and then go to Alexx's for Kristy's bday party...and get soo incredibly drunk and NOT regret anything...i am going to be so intoxicated i wont be able to stand, or form a sentence or think about ANYTHING....and then i will be completely happy