WITH A BROKEN HEART .
Today is a dark day for me. Truely one of the worst days of my life. It actually started as a good one. Ruben was on tv this morning and I got up really, really early to see him. But after that it just got worse and worse.. At this moment I don't know what to do anymore. I just can't believe it.. And yet, it's so true. When I was going to my work this morning they said that there were rumors. & at that moment I thought it might be true. They had this fanday in Amsterdam, I really wanted to go but I had to work and later that evening they were guests at a talkshow. Why would they rush and go to a talkshow? Jup, rumors could be true..
I was upset when I arrived at my work and saw how few kids we had. I soooo could have go to that fanday afterall! Work was as usual only less to do but it took my mind off it. When I drove home and listened to my radio, I fell of my bike. Well, not really but I could have. The rumors were true.
The guys who I love the most are quitting.
De Lama's are going to quit..
♥ RUBEN THAT MORNING IN GOEDEMORGEN NEDERLAND ♥
LAST PHOTO IS A LITTLE SNEEK PEAK FROM HIS PROGRAM 'JE ZAL HET MAAR HEBBEN' ♥
♥ I LOVE YOU! <3
They're finished. WHY? HOLY MOTHER OF GOD, WHYYYY????
Okay, I know why.. AAAAAARRGHHH! IT SUCKS SOOOO BAD!!!
Why now? why? please tell me why???
♥ DE LAMA'S AFTER THEIR FANDAY IN 'DWDD' TELLING THEY'RE QUITTING ♥
♥ ♥ ♥ CUTEEE!
♥ AHHWW! JEROEN'S FACY! ♥
♥ LOOK AT RUBEN'S EYES.. SO RED & HE LOOKED AWAY A LOT... ♥
♥ FIGHTING FOR HIS TEARS! <3 ♥
♥ EVEN AFTER SUCH AN EMOTIONAL INTERVIEW THEY ALWAYS HAVE A WAY TO MAKE YOU LAUGH ♥
De Lama's quitting.
That means..
♥ my friday night is totally empty now.
♥ no more theatre shows to go to.
♥ no more Lama's as Backstreet boys.
♥ no more jumping in the river and getting on stage.
♥ no more 'Bohemain Rhapsody' immitation versions.
♥ no more getting backstage.
♥ no more Rijl.
♥ no more getting on stage in the wheelchair.
♥ no more fun.
♥ never ever playing the murder game with them.
♥ never ever again De Lama's.
♥ RUBEN NICOLAI ♥
MY SLEEPING BEAUTY!!!!!!! ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥
I'm falling apart,
i'm barely breathing.
With a broken heart,
that's still beating.
In the pain,
is there healing?
In your names
I find meaning...
♥ DE LAMA'S ♥
♥ JEROEN . PATRICK . RUBEN . RUBEN . TIJL ♥
♥ after 8 great seasons ..
♥ after 3 theatre seasons ..
♥ after lots of platina and golden DVD's ..
♥ after a nomination for the golden Roos in Montreux ..
♥ after 3 Hoofdprijzen for best tv program ..
♥ and after a golden Televizierring ..
♥ 14 AMAZING SHOWS OF DE LAMA'S ON TOUR ♥
♥ -DROOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOLS- ♥
♥ DE LAMA'S AS BACKSTREET BOYS OWE THE WORLD ♥
♥ TELEVIZIER-RING 2006 ♥
♥ DE LAMA'S NOMINATED FOR THE MOST IMPORTNANT AWARD FOR DUTCH TELEVISION ♥
♥ AND OFFCOURSE THEY WON!!!! ♥
♥ RUBEN TRIED TO STEAL THE TV RING ♥
♥ MY MEMORIES WITH THEM ♥
ON AUGUST 23rd 2007. I JUMPED IN THE LAKE AND GOT ON STAGE AND SANG 'YOU'LL NEVER WALK ALONE' WITH THEM. ♥
ON MARCH 20th 2008. THEY PICKED ME FOR THE WHEELCAIR SCENE AND I GOT ON STAGE AGAIN. ♥
ON AUGUST 14th 2007. WITH HORACE . JEROEN . PATRICK & RUBEN ♥ ON NOVEMBER 28th 2007. WITH RUBEN NICOLAI AND OUR PRESENTS ♥
ON MARCH 6th 2008. WITH JEROEN VAN KONINGSBRUGGE ♥ ON MARCH 6th 2008. WITH TIJL BECKAND ♥
I was upset when I arrived at my work and saw how few kids we had. I soooo could have go to that fanday afterall! Work was as usual only less to do but it took my mind off it. When I drove home and listened to my radio, I fell of my bike. Well, not really but I could have. The rumors were true.
The guys who I love the most are quitting.
De Lama's are going to quit..
♥ RUBEN THAT MORNING IN GOEDEMORGEN NEDERLAND ♥
LAST PHOTO IS A LITTLE SNEEK PEAK FROM HIS PROGRAM 'JE ZAL HET MAAR HEBBEN' ♥
♥ I LOVE YOU! <3
They're finished. WHY? HOLY MOTHER OF GOD, WHYYYY????
Okay, I know why.. AAAAAARRGHHH! IT SUCKS SOOOO BAD!!!
Why now? why? please tell me why???
♥ DE LAMA'S AFTER THEIR FANDAY IN 'DWDD' TELLING THEY'RE QUITTING ♥
♥ ♥ ♥ CUTEEE!
♥ AHHWW! JEROEN'S FACY! ♥
♥ LOOK AT RUBEN'S EYES.. SO RED & HE LOOKED AWAY A LOT... ♥
♥ FIGHTING FOR HIS TEARS! <3 ♥
♥ EVEN AFTER SUCH AN EMOTIONAL INTERVIEW THEY ALWAYS HAVE A WAY TO MAKE YOU LAUGH ♥
De Lama's quitting.
That means..
♥ my friday night is totally empty now.
♥ no more theatre shows to go to.
♥ no more Lama's as Backstreet boys.
♥ no more jumping in the river and getting on stage.
♥ no more 'Bohemain Rhapsody' immitation versions.
♥ no more getting backstage.
♥ no more Rijl.
♥ no more getting on stage in the wheelchair.
♥ no more fun.
♥ never ever playing the murder game with them.
♥ never ever again De Lama's.
♥ RUBEN NICOLAI ♥
MY SLEEPING BEAUTY!!!!!!! ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥
I'm falling apart,
i'm barely breathing.
With a broken heart,
that's still beating.
In the pain,
is there healing?
In your names
I find meaning...
♥ DE LAMA'S ♥
♥ JEROEN . PATRICK . RUBEN . RUBEN . TIJL ♥
♥ after 8 great seasons ..
♥ after 3 theatre seasons ..
♥ after lots of platina and golden DVD's ..
♥ after a nomination for the golden Roos in Montreux ..
♥ after 3 Hoofdprijzen for best tv program ..
♥ and after a golden Televizierring ..
♥ 14 AMAZING SHOWS OF DE LAMA'S ON TOUR ♥
♥ -DROOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOLS- ♥
♥ DE LAMA'S AS BACKSTREET BOYS OWE THE WORLD ♥
♥ TELEVIZIER-RING 2006 ♥
♥ DE LAMA'S NOMINATED FOR THE MOST IMPORTNANT AWARD FOR DUTCH TELEVISION ♥
♥ AND OFFCOURSE THEY WON!!!! ♥
♥ RUBEN TRIED TO STEAL THE TV RING ♥
♥ MY MEMORIES WITH THEM ♥
ON AUGUST 23rd 2007. I JUMPED IN THE LAKE AND GOT ON STAGE AND SANG 'YOU'LL NEVER WALK ALONE' WITH THEM. ♥
ON MARCH 20th 2008. THEY PICKED ME FOR THE WHEELCAIR SCENE AND I GOT ON STAGE AGAIN. ♥
ON AUGUST 14th 2007. WITH HORACE . JEROEN . PATRICK & RUBEN ♥ ON NOVEMBER 28th 2007. WITH RUBEN NICOLAI AND OUR PRESENTS ♥
ON MARCH 6th 2008. WITH JEROEN VAN KONINGSBRUGGE ♥ ON MARCH 6th 2008. WITH TIJL BECKAND ♥