One of those times, when you just don't know how to feel.
The fun happy stuff.
Ha!
My boyfriend is going to see the Veronica's tonight... haha
He's like 6ft and has tattoo's and peircings and wears band shirts and... he's going to be standing in amongst a million and one little girls who are all jumping around and singing along.
haha could a person look anymore out of place?
He's taking his little sister, cos their other sister was being a bitch and wouldnt take her, and the little one started crying and stuff so he said he would go... but still it's funny as fuck!
Plus, i have been telling everyone we meet for the past week that he's going and he's like "Shut up, I'm taking my sister" and then he will like turn around or something and i whisper to them "he doesn't even have a sister!"
hahahaha awwwwwwww. I just can't stop laughing.
The fucking terrible stuff.
Michael can't walk, and probably never will again. He says he's accepted the fact that he's going to be in a wheelchair forever, but i doubt he has becuase i can't even fucking accept it. It seems so unfair.
& yes i know heaps of people are in wheelchairs and heaps of people still have fantastic lives, but fuck. I hate this.
I hate it, i hate it, i fucking hate it.
I don't even know what to say to him, everytime i try my throat just seizes up and i can't talk, and i dont want to cry, cos what the fuck am i crying for? he's trying to look on the bright side, so why the fuck can't I?
At least he's alive.
What are you even supposed to say in a situation like that? all i can manage is 'i love you' and then words fucking fail me.
Fuck. It hurts me, and i hate this. I really fucking hate it.
The meh stuff.
I'm just bored and waiting for 11 o'clock to rock round so i can go out. Me and JB are going to hit up the pub, and i'm still trying to convince fuckface to come out after the veronica's,... but he has to work tomorrow morning, so i doubt he will..
Bored bored bored. Might go and write.
Later kids. xxx