You know what one of the hardest things about death is? The unexpected
things that make you cry.
For example, yesterday, I was running errands and I had my mp3 player going on and "Don't Stop Me Now" by Queen came on. Normally, I associate this song with Shawn of the Dead for its brilliant use in that movie, but yesterday, I started thinking about how Queen was one of Scott's favorite bands. He's part of the reason I grew up loving them. And, freaking hell, if "Don't Stop Me Now" didn't make me start crying!!! I know it wasn't the song so much as the memories it brought up, but still.
I still haven't listened to any Heart, because the night Scott passed away he was watching their concert DVD. If Heart comes on, I skip it or change the station, and they are one of my all time favorite bands. I just can't handle hearing them yet.