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we've all got this weird illness thing. most of the staff including my boss have felt really shitty, like headache-y and feel like we have no energy. we've all been doing as little as possible
its so weird, yesterday i thought i was going to have to go to the doc's and say that i think im going to have some anti-crazy support. i felt so low it was crazy. i was wondering around the supermarket feeing like no one gives a shit and trying not to burst into tears
i seriously thought i was going mad
i havent felt that fucking incredibly depressed in a LONG time
and i havent got a reason for it! WEIRD
im fine today so dont worry, its all part of the illness, apparently
i dont want this thing to develop into the full blown blergh over the weekenend, its my birthday party
and im going to meet up with a mate i havent seen for years tomorrow eve
and im taking a resident out for her 81st birthday tomorrow. everyone thinks im mad for even suggesting it. blimey, she is NOTHING compared with the clients i have supported in the past PLUS she still HAS THE RIGHT AND CHOICE to go out and buy new clothes and a new cuddly toy and im the laydee to do it!
so yeah
my old principle is on the news for saving a pupil's life from a tree, which is right next to me house
hahah
how weird
my house woz on ze telly box
i missed all the excitment dagnammit
ima bit nervous about meeting my mate tomorrow, we were'nt like proper proper friends before, he worked at perforations where i went until a few years ago when the owner packed up and moved to NZ. anyway he has basically pierced most of me and then i didnt see him until (fast forward 2 years) i found him on facebook (hahah, bloody thing)
anway, i sent a message, he wasnt overly chatty, but i thought this is cool, at least he's all good n stuff.
then i get a message asking if i want to meet up for a drink
so yeah, we are tomorrow
im nervous (how very very silly, he's seen places on me that most men could only wish they could)
hahah!
so there's me up to speed n all that....
its so weird, yesterday i thought i was going to have to go to the doc's and say that i think im going to have some anti-crazy support. i felt so low it was crazy. i was wondering around the supermarket feeing like no one gives a shit and trying not to burst into tears
i seriously thought i was going mad
i havent felt that fucking incredibly depressed in a LONG time
and i havent got a reason for it! WEIRD
im fine today so dont worry, its all part of the illness, apparently
i dont want this thing to develop into the full blown blergh over the weekenend, its my birthday party
and im going to meet up with a mate i havent seen for years tomorrow eve
and im taking a resident out for her 81st birthday tomorrow. everyone thinks im mad for even suggesting it. blimey, she is NOTHING compared with the clients i have supported in the past PLUS she still HAS THE RIGHT AND CHOICE to go out and buy new clothes and a new cuddly toy and im the laydee to do it!
so yeah
my old principle is on the news for saving a pupil's life from a tree, which is right next to me house
hahah
how weird
my house woz on ze telly box
i missed all the excitment dagnammit
ima bit nervous about meeting my mate tomorrow, we were'nt like proper proper friends before, he worked at perforations where i went until a few years ago when the owner packed up and moved to NZ. anyway he has basically pierced most of me and then i didnt see him until (fast forward 2 years) i found him on facebook (hahah, bloody thing)
anway, i sent a message, he wasnt overly chatty, but i thought this is cool, at least he's all good n stuff.
then i get a message asking if i want to meet up for a drink
so yeah, we are tomorrow
im nervous (how very very silly, he's seen places on me that most men could only wish they could)
hahah!
so there's me up to speed n all that....