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i think we're using different washing powder or summit cos i smell different, still nice though, really nice but different.
my parents had the "chat" with me today
i am actually going off the rails
there ive said it
i guess it's easier to block out what is really going on than admit reality
i just dont want to be going through the whole job situation anymore
i havent drunk much this weekend though so that's good
im feeling pretty happy though in other areas of life
that's what i told my mum, the positive stuff are as equal as the bad
and it's true
but i need to start thinking about other people's feelings when it comes to my decision making
or my lack of thinking
because lets face it i havent been completely fair and i am ashamed with certain moves of mine over the past weeks
my parents had the "chat" with me today
i am actually going off the rails
there ive said it
i guess it's easier to block out what is really going on than admit reality
i just dont want to be going through the whole job situation anymore
i havent drunk much this weekend though so that's good
im feeling pretty happy though in other areas of life
that's what i told my mum, the positive stuff are as equal as the bad
and it's true
but i need to start thinking about other people's feelings when it comes to my decision making
or my lack of thinking
because lets face it i havent been completely fair and i am ashamed with certain moves of mine over the past weeks