Learning
Learning makes me realize how much I don't have a lot of knowledge, because there is always so much more to learn.
I did go to Centri-Kid with LNBC kids and it was a blast. They taught me so much about kids today and it opened my eyes at how willing they are about new things in life. Spending quality time with the girls will stay in my heart as a remembrance of how important it is for someone like me to live a life knowing I have others watching me and learning from me. I always think about the ones I learn from but never really thought about the ones that learn from me. After a week of a lot of both, it excited me in so many ways. The Lord blessed me in so many ways that week and there on out, I'm so thrilled to be this special. I've made a few personal changed in my life that may hinder anyone coming closer to God by looking into my life. I hope and pray, with God's help, I can continue to live out the new changes. And I'm not missing out; I'd be missing out if I wasn't living out the way Christ would want me to live.
Since I've been back things have been awkward yet nice. I finally caught up on time with Michael. I didn't work a whole lot, which after being without it for a week that isn't exactly a great thing. I've realized, though, since I've returned that the Lord has settled upon my heart because I know now that stressing out is not worth it in this life. I do feel I have a few reasons to but instead of wasteing time in stressing I'm going to observe my options and see what I can do to change it to where I don't need to stress. I've thought about applying for a daycare job to get a few hours in a week on top of my regular child-care. I think it would do me some use, especially in the fall while I'm in school. I'm trying not to think about school quite yet because that alone can stress me out. I don't know what to expect since I'm no longer taking regular courses; it's all the big stuff that I need in teaching. It al sounds fun, don't get me wrong, but it's a new change. I'll be fine, I know, and hopefully with my trying really hard I'll not just pass but I'll make A's and B's. Haha. Starting now C is a bad grade. I won't take that nor less, even though a D is passing at a community college. I proved last semester that I can do it. This girl ain't stopping. :)
I did go to Centri-Kid with LNBC kids and it was a blast. They taught me so much about kids today and it opened my eyes at how willing they are about new things in life. Spending quality time with the girls will stay in my heart as a remembrance of how important it is for someone like me to live a life knowing I have others watching me and learning from me. I always think about the ones I learn from but never really thought about the ones that learn from me. After a week of a lot of both, it excited me in so many ways. The Lord blessed me in so many ways that week and there on out, I'm so thrilled to be this special. I've made a few personal changed in my life that may hinder anyone coming closer to God by looking into my life. I hope and pray, with God's help, I can continue to live out the new changes. And I'm not missing out; I'd be missing out if I wasn't living out the way Christ would want me to live.
Since I've been back things have been awkward yet nice. I finally caught up on time with Michael. I didn't work a whole lot, which after being without it for a week that isn't exactly a great thing. I've realized, though, since I've returned that the Lord has settled upon my heart because I know now that stressing out is not worth it in this life. I do feel I have a few reasons to but instead of wasteing time in stressing I'm going to observe my options and see what I can do to change it to where I don't need to stress. I've thought about applying for a daycare job to get a few hours in a week on top of my regular child-care. I think it would do me some use, especially in the fall while I'm in school. I'm trying not to think about school quite yet because that alone can stress me out. I don't know what to expect since I'm no longer taking regular courses; it's all the big stuff that I need in teaching. It al sounds fun, don't get me wrong, but it's a new change. I'll be fine, I know, and hopefully with my trying really hard I'll not just pass but I'll make A's and B's. Haha. Starting now C is a bad grade. I won't take that nor less, even though a D is passing at a community college. I proved last semester that I can do it. This girl ain't stopping. :)