Sitting in the library
I should be writing...or revising...or maybe looking through my submissions database to see what I've sent where and when...that was my New Year's resolution for 2009...and 2008...I think I made it through 5 months instead of 4 this year...but my success rate was better last year...maybe I should resolve to do something different in 2010...but what???to punctuate everything in triplicate!!!...well,,,maybe not...I have another 20 minutes to sit here and think about whatever I want...I should probably be appreciating that instead of wanting to be somewhere else...maybe next time I will choose a chair in th adult section...these tables are tiny...and my neighbors have a strong tendency to read outloud...where else could I go with one hour...not very far...not if I wanted to get out of the car...I could walk around the city in the dark...I could drive to Grafton and back I think...too many years in this comfort zone...the only things I can think of to do are constructive and errandly...they tend to involve spending money on perishable goods...when children grow so quickly it seems everything is perishable...my heart, my heart it breaks into strands like the knees of their pants rubbed rough across the pavement...