this is my entry. not a poem. kthx

Sep 03, 2005 23:27

so I kinda really miss
being six.
when getting high
was associated with the swing set.
sex wasn't even in your vocabulary.
and if it was, it was a horribly vulgar thing
that no one is supposed to talk about.
tripping lead to getting a scraped knee.
and that was the worst pain you could think up.
dress up was about imagination and having fun
and not going out to get drunk and party.
what I remember about being young though.
was always wanting to be older.
and now here I am.
wishing I was six.

today, my friend was crying because of something her ex boyfriend did to her.
it was the first time I've ever cried with one of my friends and I had nothing to do with the situation. I was just so upset that she was sad. She deserves to be happy. She deserves it more than me.
I think I need to stop taking my friends emotions as my own.
it really isnt healthy.
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