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so im home for the weekend, working, and completely bored outta my mind, when i start reading all of her old entries.
some of them are so true to HER, and others..are written by this person that i feel like i've never met. we were unseparable forever, and when it came back to that, i think it was the only time i was happy when i was in my most depressed mind, and now, yes im happy, but she, she's so far away, i dont even know if she's still alive. she's so not the person i fell in love with in 9th grade, she's so not the girl that would write me those lovely letters and cards, she's so not the person that i want to run to and tell everything to.
she's vanished.
and it breaks my heart to see that i know, better than she ever will, this isn't life.
bargh..had to get that off my chest
loves
some of them are so true to HER, and others..are written by this person that i feel like i've never met. we were unseparable forever, and when it came back to that, i think it was the only time i was happy when i was in my most depressed mind, and now, yes im happy, but she, she's so far away, i dont even know if she's still alive. she's so not the person i fell in love with in 9th grade, she's so not the girl that would write me those lovely letters and cards, she's so not the person that i want to run to and tell everything to.
she's vanished.
and it breaks my heart to see that i know, better than she ever will, this isn't life.
bargh..had to get that off my chest
loves