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Yesterday i felt alot of emotions. i was shocked, mad, upset, scared, depressed, sad, and hurt. Brendan broke up with me yesterday :-( Honestly, i dont think anyone knows how i felt yesterday. I havent liked a guy this much in a long time, and now its over. It hurt so much, no1 understands. When i used to get up every morning, i would think.. hey today is gonna be a good day.. i get to hangout with brendan. At school, i would like count down till i had my class with him. After school, i would be so excited to come home and talk to him. And whenever i would go somewhere, some1 would say.. hey your brendans gf arent you? and i liked that. but now that we broke up...idk how things are gonna be now. We barely talked last nite, and that upset me so much. idk if that upset him at all or idk if he cares we broke or if he still likes me. or if he even wants to get back together, i really dont kno wut hes thinking about or who hes thinking about. i kno for sure that 2 other girls like him..maybe3.. but idk how he feels for them. He said he didnt want a gf rite now, so idk wut to do.... move on, wait..idk?? we're still going to sadies which is good news..and i still like him and hopefully he still likes me, and we get back together. just im afraid of gettin hurt, cuz i always end up gettin hurt.... so yea today is sweetest day, and i dont have anyone to share it with. all of my friends helped me out alot, thanks for takin the time and talkin with me and helping me feel better. thanks last nite for wiping the tears from my eyes. idk wut i would do without any of you. and there is always hope for me and brendan. so hopefully, he still likes me and he wants a gf soon and we get back together <3 but thats all for now, hopefully today is better then yesterday