Mar 30, 2005 12:08
lately i have been taking walks and listening to green day and sort of weeping because i forgot who i was but now i think that im sure i know who i am but im embarressed that i lost myself for awhile. and my heart is beating pretty okay now and i thought something was inside me but thank god its not cause that would suck would it not cause im just a fucking little kid sometimes.
i just thought that maybe it would work but it didnt cause the parts were old and rusted and saving it with oil or hard work wasnt possible. no ones at fault but if you leave something in the rain too long it will crumble.