Jun 09, 2004 01:59
well im home early
started out as a great nite was having fun til gemma decided she cudnt handle me and ross being as cosy as we were and decided to get ben involved! gemma and ross went out for 2 months b4 he decided it wasnt rite for him so he ended it, this was bak in january! apprently she still has feelings for him and she thinks this is my way of getting bak at her for sleepin with ben! how petty can people be its been like 5 months since they split and shes been with a ton of other people since then but mr i know everything ben wray says its not that easy and yes i kno its not that easy but do u have to be so cruel that u stand in the way of others happiness not that me and ross is gonna happen now becos hes scared of ben and knows that ben is and always will b a huge part of my life and i dont think i can handle being with ne one other than myself rite now
mr wray lectured me all the way home about how i live in my own world and never stop to listen to what others have to say, thats mainly becos people never have nething nice to say to me so y stay and listen?
what a wasted nite