It has been a while.
I think the reason I havn't written lately is I don't really like writing about feeling down in here. They always make me cringe in hindsight, as really there is nothing to be sad about. Everything has felt a bit stale recently. Something exciting needs to happen soon, I would like one of you to organise it for me, please.
My boredom at current events, coupled with my constant obsession at how I won't get into art school is making me quite a hateful person, however I feel my hatered is not completely unjust, as some people are just fucking stupid.
An example of stupidity; last night, as my drawing portfolio class, someone asked me, and everyone else in the room, if we liked drawing. There was then a big discussion about how oh yes, we all really liked drawing. I mean really WHAT THE FUCK?! what else would we be there for, THE FUCKING BANTER? It was just such an idiotic conversation which these people insued just to see if they could ooze the most kiss ass to the tutor.
I am a horrible person. But, fucks sake.
So yes, these days, not feeling so positive, feel a bit like things are passing me by, really, all I can say is things are stale, and stressful, this seems contradictory, but it is true. would like something new to happen, something lovely, as really, everything is so lovely, I would like to be reminded of this.
In other news, the weather has been lovely up untill recently;
My boredom at current events, coupled with my constant obsession at how I won't get into art school is making me quite a hateful person, however I feel my hatered is not completely unjust, as some people are just fucking stupid.
An example of stupidity; last night, as my drawing portfolio class, someone asked me, and everyone else in the room, if we liked drawing. There was then a big discussion about how oh yes, we all really liked drawing. I mean really WHAT THE FUCK?! what else would we be there for, THE FUCKING BANTER? It was just such an idiotic conversation which these people insued just to see if they could ooze the most kiss ass to the tutor.
I am a horrible person. But, fucks sake.
So yes, these days, not feeling so positive, feel a bit like things are passing me by, really, all I can say is things are stale, and stressful, this seems contradictory, but it is true. would like something new to happen, something lovely, as really, everything is so lovely, I would like to be reminded of this.
In other news, the weather has been lovely up untill recently;