Feb 13, 2008 22:41
great. he isnt happy with us anymore.
i bet you he wants to be without me now because i dont make him happy anymore.
thats just great.
this makes everything worse
it really does. i thought that i was the only one unhappy because of everything that has happened so far. mainly because of my brother and how his death is affecting my life. but now hearing him say, im unhappy because of us, because we havent been good for an extended period of time.
it put terrible thoughts in my head because im back to thinking that im no good for him anymore.
maybe he is better off without me.